07:22:51Toriayou doing here I was like I don't know like dancing and they're like do you know what happens here like talk to the bartenders if you're
07:23:01Toriauncomfortable and I met this German man and we were talking for like a few hours
07:23:08Brian Atlasand he asked me to eat my [ __ ] for money how much like how many reiches marks Did
07:23:16Toriahe offer 200 gross damn yeah that's crazy it was crazy and then I was just like on the plane back thinking about it like
07:23:27Toriadamn wow wow and then I talked to him for like s more hours after that trying to understand the like psychology behind
07:23:36Toriathat and it was deep I like wow yo it's an intense thing mhm okay yeah
07:23:45Toriacool good times good times yeah did you do it no I tried I tried but I was like wait you what do you mean you tried I was like as much as I would defile you
07:23:58TTS Readerfor money I respect you too much even if you want it damn I can't do it an non donated $20 how the hell is seat to a stripper who the hell would pay to see
07:24:09TTS Readerthat I couldn't get paid to get a lap dance from her seat six full pick me girl seat seven is insane but at least
07:24:17TTS Readerhonest VIP C5 VIP Michael Jones donated $20 thank Michael one looks like the bully in every straight to
07:24:28TTS ReaderDVD looks like the bad oldest sister in the same movies never you is that a rose toal operator
07:24:39TTS Reader$1999 chair one the chat requests an AR mates you're never going to find th Bloons while making a hook with your hand and closing one ey you have to do
07:24:49Toriait okay okay send another $20 okay and no no you got to do it for this one here I'm pulling it back up need the font
07:24:57Toriacoal operator donated $9 okay read AR mes okay AR mes you're never going to find that
07:25:09TTS Readerdubloons that was beautiful clip it and ship it boys uh you can unmute father off two girls donated $20
07:25:19TTS Readernot a roast butt chair six as a married 30-year-old guy with two little girls want you to know you should be proud of yourself and wait for the right guy your
07:25:29Brian Atlasdad would be she's very proud of you so sweet a there you go don't make me cry but thank you there you go thank you Father of two girls that was nice so sweet very sweet very sweet okay uh
07:25:41Brian Atlasfinishing up toria's notes here you said you wanted to speak about polyamor so you're polyamorous if I we kind of talked about that the beginning uh dating all genders okay kind of talked about that long distance okay
07:25:52Brian Atlascompatibility love languages uh emotionally unavailable people kind of covered most of it I think we yeah I agree uh okay let's see
07:26:03Brian Atlaswe have uh m going back to you Emma you're you said you're so single by choice I am so single what does that mean so single like you it means that I'm extremely single and I'm not the happiest about it
07:26:16Brian Atlasinto the mic it means that I'm super single and I'm not the happiest about it yeah yeah do you scare off men is what you're is that what you're saying or you just don't like the D like what are you
07:26:27Emmasaying I I wouldn't say I scare off men I think I probably intimidate men a little bit once I you had you had when we shook hands yeah your grip was strong I've
07:26:39Brian Atlasbeen told that my whole life that I have a great solid solid handshake it was a good handshake thank you you asserted your dominance and then and then actually guys she went into one of the
07:26:51Brian Atlascorners and started urinating tot that's that's what isn't that what dogs do to assert territory my territory she just popped a squat and looked me in the eyes like dead in the eyes she
07:27:04Brian Atlaslooked me in the eyes you know like how dogs take like how when dogs poop you know when dogs poop and they they look at you I know they it means you feel protected blasphemy no she she just and she kind
07:27:17Brian Atlasof urinated on the carpet too so we had to clean up before the show it was disturbing um anyways crazy crazy crazy uh that just kidding that
07:27:25Brian Atlasdid not happen obviously it was um yeah good talk um you said you grew up pretty conservative your reviews are more right-leaning but you're not sure
07:27:36Brian Atlasyou'd fully identify with the party right now yep okay uh I I don't know if I saw this in your Instagram you described yourself as a Christian astrologer what is that uh that's yeah that's on my uh that's on my ex or your
07:27:49Brian AtlasTwitter yeah you said you've seen it all been through it all what does that mean seen it all been through it all yeah you and well I told you a little bit about like all the stuffff well yep I have my
07:27:59Emmaabuses ex um and then I had a pretty abusive mom growing up and like verbally what kind like smash concrete lamps on my
07:28:09Emmahead and chase me with knives D um that's crazy yeah so you know I've I've lived a lot of Life very young question have you ever dated a
07:28:20Brian Atlasguy like has every guy you've dated been abusive to you no okay but some of them have um
07:28:31EmmaI would say that one is the only one that was like as intensely and physically abusive um the homeless guy or wait
07:28:43TTS Readerwhich guy was that hold on let me think not the homeless guy the um abusive boyfriend oh the older yeah like the fouryear old blik um okay so oh it's okay don't worry about it5 donated 19
07:28:55TTS Readerunless you want to tell I don't know chair one are you wearing a Dale jar GPS NASCAR jacket if so do you even know what Nascar stands for if you don't know
07:29:06Toriathe answer to this you need to eat another banana and you actually have to eat it in one bite can you do that um I like how you just assume it's
07:29:17Toriait's the banana cuz it is wait what because I don't know what it stands for oh okay I'll just gifted this jacket oh she got gifted
07:29:28Toriawhat yeah so do you want the banana now or later good talk maybe in a second just had one she just ate one just had a
07:29:39Brian Atlasbanana she she just she just had one uh in your I think this is on your IG I something etherious Apothecary what is that yeah I own an apothecary what is an
07:29:50Emmaapothecary um so it's kind of just like a small little self-care shop right now but I do herbal Blends so I make two kinds of tea and I make lemon honey and
07:30:02EmmaI'm working on a bug spray and a bug bite bomb for the summer excuse me oh my god do alchemy or is it just Apothecary well I mean yeah it's just the Apothecary okay you're not doing like
07:30:14Emmacrazy [ __ ] though like witchcraft [ __ ] like no um I do tarot readings and I burn Sage oh no okay no but yes I am also aan are you a witch you're a
07:30:27Brian AtlasChristian yeah wait you're a Christian who does I have yes tarot isn't tarot cards isn't that like heresy yeah isn't that heresy uh right
07:30:38Emmachat any Christians in the chat help me out yeah I mean it says in the Bible that um stay away from your astrologers and Tarot and thing like that but so um
07:30:47Emmahow how do you reconcile that okay um so I'm trying to think of the best way to expl think about it think about it no I know why I'm just trying to figure out
07:30:59Emmahow to dis display it eloquently enough so that anyone who can see this will also understand um you're heretic just say that are you a heretic no what
07:31:09Emmadenomination of Christian are you um so here's the thing my dad and I we moved around a lot growing up and so we jumped churches a lot and I saw a lot of
07:31:19Emmacorruption in organized Christian churches yep um so I kind of learned by 14 that no one else can tell me about my relationship with God and that if I pray
07:31:30Emmaand I read my Bible and I hold you know the same values um no one else can determine my relationship with God but me and so so you're
07:31:40EmmaProtestant sure or like non- denominational yeah like I'm very non- denominational um and I I also are you satanic
07:31:51Brian Atlasno put that look okay you think I'm satanic do I give Satanism I don't know the chat the chat's spamming heresy heresy blasphemy Satan oh my God she
07:32:01Brian Atlastalks to Demons she's going to hell I mean I don't I don't really care I think so religion is that look I'm not an expert in theology but you're
07:32:11Brian Atlasyou're essentially saying you are the ultimate Arbiter of your relationship with uh religion and God and you make
07:32:20Brian Atlasdeterminations as to uh interpretations related to the Bible yep what is that called there's a specific chat there's a specific like theological word for on
07:32:32Brian Atlasthe individual level where you make your own determinations I don't know chat anybody want to help me out there with the specific term I think it's a Latin term anybody
07:32:44Brian Atlaschat anybody not heresy Gnostic Christian cherry-picking no leftist no called delusional no that's not what I'm looking oh Sola
07:32:56Brian Atlasscriptura thank you that's what I was looking solar scri rura wait Chad I'm not I don't know much about is that a heresy though Solas
07:33:05Kayleescriptura is it heretical I thought solos scrip Tor meant uh scripture alone is it heretical or I don't I don't know I genuinely don't know yeah it does Sola
07:33:18Brian Atlasscript her at chat is it her heresy is that a heresy I don't know yeah it does mean that anyways no you're fine I'm just curious all right whatever uh you said uh let's see oh my gosh so many you had someone fake an Australian accent
07:33:31Emmafor 2 and a half years that you were dating yep yep boy mate giving you flashbacks or no so
07:33:41Emmalike I had this one online boyfriend so this was like my first boyfriend but we were very on and off and I was 14 to 16 so I don't really consider it like a serious relationship of mine um but this
07:33:53Emmawas the partner when I said I don't get back break up get back together this is why um there was one time we would just get in arguments and like fight and block each other um and so one time that
07:34:05Emmahappened and like two months later he asked me to call him and so I do and his Australian accent's gone damn that's weird yeah I was very taken
07:34:17TTS Readerback wow okay I'm going to let a couple chats come through Austrian trumpet Slayer donated $20 abusive seems to be an euphemism for not getting pampered F
07:34:29TTS Readerthese d also septum piercings are for cows who has a septum piercing anybody me both of us yeah donated $20 thank you toast
07:34:39TTS Readerbrixon you have to admit chair five looks like see out of curiosity do you know a Kum MC Gremlin Named Destiny have you had sex with Destiny no
07:34:50TTS Readerdo you know who Destiny is like the YouTuber postal operation $1999 have you hooked up with him for Brian Sesame Street Style chair 2 is
07:35:00TTS ReaderGretta gr chair five sounds like Elmo after his DUI my voice the you know you want to roast go off King one roast Q
07:35:10Brian Atlasone roast it can be pirate related if you want pirate related pirate related come pirate roast but do
07:35:21Brian Atlasbetter I have nothing lame yeah it won't be personal oh okay uh so going back to your notes Emma you said you had a best
07:35:33Brian Atlasfriend of years sleep with you then tell you he had a baby to be delivered soon yep okay uh oh this one's a bit more interesting you said you an ex also had
07:35:44Brian Atlasbrain surgery and it was a whole thing because you were only working and paying for all the bills mhm oh this is you said he was also extremely abusive who strangled you and pulled a gun on you we talked about that though we talk about
07:35:56Brian Atlasthat question okay and if it's too much if it's a little sensitive we don't have to do it I came on here to talk about it
07:36:03Brian Atlasthat's cool here's what I want you to do with allur yeah can you recreate the
07:36:12Brian Atlasstrangulation not full force only use 10% only geter she's got a strong grip though she got a strong grip I felt her handshake so 10% of your power level
07:36:23Brian Atlasonly use 10% of your power level are you do you consent I consent okay go ahead she's into it she's getting a little excited now okay they're recreating theary they're recreating I'm just worried he's going
07:36:35Brian Atlasto see this okay don't hurt her though but just recre how did the strangulation go so it was like I was standing with my
07:36:44Emmaback against the wall yeah and just pretend um he was trying I had the Wi-Fi box like this you oh [ __ ] he's probably trying to play
07:36:55EmmaWorld of Warcraft or some [ __ ] Call of Duty okay oh Call of Duty okay go ahead taking a Wi-Fi box he went to grab it and I like put it over and I wouldn't
07:37:06Emmagive it to him and so he went like this like this and lifted me up the wall with up the wall I dropped Wii box he he did
07:37:16Emmalike a what's that wrestling move where the the where he they grabbed the neck choke slam she got choke slam right yeah I didn't think so I didn't get like
07:37:28Brian Atlasslammed he like okay he lifted you up the wall were you turned on a little bit or oh my God that's a terrible question were you turned turned on a little bit not when I'm like fearing for my life
07:37:39Brian Atlasyeah okay part part part two of this here pass this down here grab that um reenact the gun scenario with the banana this is this is therapy right now okay
07:37:50Emmareenact it hey czy here um use the banana as the gun on Kaye okay so the gun came out last is this after you got choked yeah
07:38:04Brian Atlasokay so am I going to get canceled for this maybe her relive her trauma banana violence on this is probably therapeutic to be honest she's being brave I
07:38:17Emmaabsolutely thank you for sharing I don't think any healing happens for myself or for other people who have been in similar don't worry about it just show us the banana gum talk about it just do
07:38:26Brian Atlasthe banana gum um so he had just beat down in the hallway don't worry about that just show show us the gun okay Stick it to stick it no Kaylee
07:38:38Emmashe's the victim and then Kaylee has to eat it after big line in oh okay all right so I had tried to call the cops and um he had
07:38:51Emmajust taken all the phones so he really didn't want me calling the cop so he ran over to his bag unzipped it and pulled out the gun we had just got back from his trip damn don't do you don't got to do that
07:39:02Brian Atlasman you don't got to do it if you don't want to do it well I yeah damn I don't know if I can do all that but um yeah show us on the banana where he never mind okay sorry is that too
07:39:17Brian Atlasfar yeah okay all right well can I reenact this one time Q actually pulled it here pass me the banana so this one time Q
07:39:29Brian Atlaspulled it gun on me he's like give me your money and I was like no and he's like yes and I was like
07:39:39Brian Atlasno and that was it sorry he I'm just kidding he didn't pull a gun on W for the joke I just take it okay all right good talk guys uh okay let's see you
07:39:51Brian Atlasjust be getting into situations really should be getting into the situations all right you said you disagree you typically agree with brown on those things but the bullet thing you disagree with uh you think you shouldn't be dating if you're not willing to take a
07:40:03Brian Atlasbullet for your partner we talked about that MH uh let's seeck through all my notes I also think the porn industry harmful yeah uh let's
07:40:14Brian Atlassee uh it's extremely hard to find men who want anything except sexual gratification quickly this has been perpetuated by social media and the rise in porn women contributing to the sex work industry then creates a vicious
07:40:25Brian Atlascycle that men expect shallow sexual gratification and women feel though their most valuable or only valuable aspect is sex I think so okay uh trauma
07:40:37Brian Atlasbonding pass uh you think men do themselves and everyone surrounding them as disservice by not speaking their emotions honestly y okay cool that's
07:40:47Brian Atlasdisagree uh I don't think men should be emotional in front of women to be honest especially girl you're romantically interested in very interesting yeah that's so
07:40:58Brian Atlasinteresting no you need to be like you need to uh keep that [ __ ] in and let let it blow up the next I'm kidding I think you should want to share that with your partner I think you should find someone
07:41:11Brian Atlaswho makes you feel so comfortable that you can be that vulnerable with them and that's beautiful that's so beautiful here's what I think I think as a man you got to bottle that [ __ ] in and then just let the
07:41:22Alloraaneurysm take you at 50 how does that benefit you or yours is all bad I think that's so valid it definitely blows up my question how does that benefit you or your future wife or kids you know what
07:41:33Brian Atlasit doesn't but that's just kind of that's what you do as a man you just accept the high blood pressure she's a nurse she knows what I'm talking about I feel like your relationship isn't going
07:41:43Brian Atlasto um you know you just listen as a guy you don't you don't you don't vent you don't you don't show vulnerability to your girlfriend you just bottle that
07:41:54Marina[ __ ] in and let the aneurysm take care of it when you're in your 50s that's it m there's no communication in that relationship so how is it going to work out it hold on and she's not even
07:42:07Brian AtlasComfort I don't want to talk that's why you skipping over theun just like do my La I'm kidding I'm kidding you're a Taurus it makes sense you know just bow do my laundry
07:42:19Brian Atlassit in the corner you're name in the corner while you hold really intense eye contact with me like Emma did earlier um okay no I don't know it's just like here's the thing as a guy if
07:42:32Brian Atlasyou share these vulnerable things with women a lot of times women use that [ __ ] against you in future arguments are you laughing cuz you agree
07:42:42Brian Atlasno it's true though you did that [ __ ] right you've done that [ __ ] um yeah like some girl will say some like
07:42:52Brian Atlas[ __ ] up some crazy [ __ ] like oh man a guy will say something like this man you know growing up I didn't really get to spend that that much time with my dad and then in argument the girl's going to be like no wonder your dad didn't want to spend no [ __ ] time with you cuz
07:43:04Allorayou're a [ __ ] [ __ ] you know some girl will say some crazy [ __ ] like that you know what I mean situationally men do the same thing too though do the same thing and I think that's why it's so hard for there to be that vulnerable
07:43:16Qemotional connection with people in general I feel like we've kind of lost that a little bit either there's either too much of it or not enough yeah I don't advocate for that I think men I think there's a healthy way masculine
07:43:28Qway to be vulnerable I think it's contextual um as long as you don't emotionally dump or overwhelm her or you know basically vent to where
07:43:38Qyou don't have a solution or a plan prepared it builds intimacy so absolutely I've never I've never had a woman any woman that I've dated seriously use anything against me that I've told her because I know how to be
07:43:51Qvulnerable and I know how to vet a woman to if I can trust her to be vulnerable with her I don't just vent to any woman but that's awesome yeah Mr bastan
07:44:01TTS Readerdonated $20 keep the crystal wielding wench away from the effing children she's poisoning the Next Generation with witchcraft and astrological brain wed
07:44:12TTS Readerpanel how many of you are participating in hypergamy coastal operator donated 99 no okay they're not last show Q
07:44:23TTS Readerlooked like he wanted to take some of the girls home this show he looks like he just wants to go go home R when we
07:44:31TTS Readergetting you on the cardio again soon I'm it's soon 594 donated $20 hey share to how hard do you try to portray yourself
07:44:42TTS Readeras a fit attractive girl on social media what filters or angles do you use W and do you consider that as false advertising pickle Rick for by for
07:44:53TTS Readerdonated $20k panel dating in 2025 is worse than having I see diarrhea true or false uh
07:45:01Brian Atlastrue or false true true true true true um can you please stop masturbating
07:45:08Brian Atlasthe microphone please thank you it's you are molesting my microphone stand Miss um you said a final note for you women
07:45:19Brian Atlasfrequently get away with domestic violence more often I think so yeah you want to add I know you have notes but I'll just prompt you to if you want to just say it um okay I'll read it for you I'd argue
07:45:32Brian Atlasthey are often the main perpetrators yet are the ones who are still seen as victims this doesn't account back that way back yep go ahead okay um my mom
07:45:43Emmalost custody of both of my half brothers and then my dad got custody of me but my mom got away with just so much treacherous Behavior like
07:45:56Emmacalling and making false police reports that my dad said he was going to bomb government buildings so the police would show up at our door um you know she was
07:46:06Emmavery physically violent with me and my brothers um yeah and i' I've seen it's like when I was young everyone
07:46:17Emmaseemed to have a functional mom in their life and now that I'm older I feel like I see a lot more women my age um displaying similar behaviors that my mom
07:46:29Emmahad with drinking or unhealthy coping and then you know like the rise of BPD and episodes like that do you have BPD I don't any personality disorder I don't
07:46:40Brian Atlashave a personality disorder anybody here BPD bipolar bipolar bipolar I have bipar you have what I have bipolar too oh you have bipolar okay
07:46:51Brian Atlasbpdd nurse is that a personality I'm kidding personality disorder um no okay no no
07:47:01Brian Atlasnothing nothing a little autism maybe per chance a little autism it's okay I'm autistic too it's like it's kind of like we can you know how black people can say
07:47:13Brian Atlasthe N word oh my God you know how black people can say the NW to other it's like autistic people can be like what's up my
07:47:21Carrie / Raelautist okay well I oh boy that's your journey it's my journey it's it's your journey and it may be mine too I haven't
07:47:31Brian Atlasreally uh I don't really think so but oh thank you that was very very kind don't want to dry it out dry it out yeah
07:47:42Carrie / Raeluh why do you say that because it comes off as though I don't care what no about people feelings just I have a autism radar oh I have an Autism radar and I'm
07:47:53Brian Atlasdetecting slight amounts of autism from you but I know it because I myself am probably autistic oh really to some degree well there's a lot of very
07:48:04Brian Atlasrich and successful people that are so that's right we are going to make it we're going to we're all going to make it we're all going to make it okay cool uh let's see here uh moving to Carrie moving speaking of autism moving to your
07:48:17Brian Atlasnotes uh you said if you're ever looking to hear from a feminist who doesn't agree with modern feminism's poor pro pro oh my God poor Pro pornography approach I'd love to be on your podcast
07:48:29Brian Atlasuh okay so you're oh you're a feminist um yeah in the traditional sense of the word so like anti old you're anti- porn yeah yeah yeah yeah uh
07:48:41Brian Atlasokay you said anti porn for sure yeah in the day you also said in your notes in the days you were more involved with hookup culture you went on a date with someone you had been hooking up with for a while you realized that when you actually went out on a date with each
07:48:53Brian Atlasother you had absolutely nothing to talk about is very quiet as a result and also quite awkward it was around this time that I realized I need a lifestyle change yeah uh and you said when you're involved in hookup culture when you were
07:49:05Carrie / Raelinvolved with hookup culture when was that you had like a ho phase or whatever when was when was the Ho phase um so I went uh before my current University I had another University that I went to in Pennsylvania and I
07:49:17Carrie / Raelbasically just partied all three years um and so that was like around 21 that I stopped kind of just yeah [ __ ] around you know good times 21 you stopped [ __ ] around but you were [ __ ]
07:49:30Brian Atlasaround uh you said historically you like the fact that this podcast addresses the issues with only Fan sex workers you pride yourself on the ability to use old school feminist Theory to fight pornography okay unfortunately there's
07:49:41Brian Atlasyeah um let's see uh the current cultural framework in which Americans live emphasizes this perception that women are sex objects and you believe that sites like Tik Tok for example are
07:49:51Brian Atlasalso desensitizing young young people to this phenomenon you disagree though you think that the show tends to dich the issue of the sexual objectification of girls and women into being far more
07:50:02Brian Atlassimplistic than it actually is for example as if these cultural narratives can be approached from a conservative versus only fans girl perspective you however believe that this issue is far more complex than what meets the eye and
07:50:15Brian Atlasthe understand and understanding these details is a necessity okay you want to elaborate a little bit or yeah um so I don't I don't think that there's anyone
07:50:26Carrie / Raelhere that you had an only fans account right okay yeah so um we talked about this uh throughout the day but there are
07:50:36Carrie / Raela lot of neurological effects that only fans has on like men for example that feminists modern feminists seem to
07:50:45Carrie / Raelignore um that is something that I think needs to be addressed and I think that we should even get to the point as a society um or I I won't even frame it
07:50:57Carrie / Raelthat way but there should be like and this isn't very libertarian of me but we should get to the point where it's actually like there's a whole medical
07:51:08Carrie / Raelprocess that takes place like medical screening that takes place prior to men consuming only fans models so that they should go through like they should be
07:51:19Brian Atlaslike given a survey of their health background yeah wait men you're you're a Libertarian but you want men I know it's not very libertarian of me to what shouldn't there wouldn't wouldn't
07:51:30Carrie / Raelyou rather cut it off at the source for the porn crat so you think that I should well the thing is though is that that's hindering like capitalism really yeah
07:51:41Carrie / Raelwouldn't it be hindering what wait it is because it's it's stopping the C them from being able to do it in the first place and I don't think that that's practical I think that these women want
07:51:51Brian Atlasto do it that would be way more practical than in than establishing this for men before they can watch porn I mean but the thing is I feel that people
07:52:02Carrie / Raelare going to do it anyway so just like cigarette boxes or alcohol do you think there are more do you think there are more porn stares or people who consume
07:52:12Brian Atlasporn people who concern porn Okay so it would be way more like it would require much more effort to have like the hundreds of millions or even
07:52:24Brian Atlasbillions of men who consume porn have to take a survey a mental right psychological evaluation versus just
07:52:33Carrie / Raelsaying porn's legal cut that [ __ ] off oh so you think that we should criminalize porn basically no I didn't I
07:52:44Brian Atlasdidn't say that but okay no but maybe is that wait I don't even like just to be fair this is just never going to happen so I'm not sure if it's even worth talking that's what I mean it's never going to happen we're never going to get
07:52:56Carrie / Raelrid of porn well yeah and also you're not going to be able survey men before they you don't think so with like a health precaution of some kind of warning before they like go into
07:53:06Carrie / Raelconsuming only fans because this like drastically affects their dopamine balances in their brain I mean it be women it would be nice if there was no war like it'd be great if there's no war
07:53:18Brian Atlasyeah yeah but I just don't know if it's worth talking about like oh what would like let's talk about the uh practicalities of a world without War like is even worth having the conversation because it's just never
07:53:30Carrie / Raelgoing to happen it's like what's the point well I don't know anyway I think it's worth having that I mean a lot of Libertarians we talk about like a million different hypotheticals here trying to like move things no I know that I know that you
07:53:42Brian Atlasare okay so we can move on and then um well that was the last thing for that but Rocky you said you love to come on the podcast talk about the whole equality feminist [ __ ]
07:53:53Brian Atlasreally oh okay uh you said especially being a female mechanic deployed in work on bass definitely taught me a lot and showed you a lot in that sense uh
07:54:07Carrie / Raelokay yeah but there's no I mean there's no like feminist on here and I feel like a lot of us she's a feminist she's a feminist yeah but when they talked about like we didn't really go into the whole
07:54:18Carrie / Raelfeminism thing and yeah I mean I wouldn't consider myself a feminist by today's standards because it's yeah I've already said that but you know uh okay Rocky your notes
07:54:30Brian Atlasyou said one time you met a guy online who had tattoos in his pictures in person he did not when you asked it about it he ended the date early and left yes that's interesting yeah we uh
07:54:41Carrie / Raelwe met up we went well I seen him first on Twitter I thought he was good-looking so then we met up on a date we went to Yogurt Land so cute and um we're sitting there and like I I didn't notice that
07:54:53Carrie / Raelfirst and then I realized that he had like no tattoos but in his picture he had like a whole sleeve so did he look like his pictures in the face no not really that's the thing too full catfish no he like kind of looked like him but
07:55:06Carrie / Raellike at the same time he kind of looked a little goofy like you know you have like the Gucci version and then like the Walmart version like that's what he it like looked off question okay so he had tattoos in his online photos yes um cuz
07:55:19Brian AtlasI know they make like t-shirts that look like sleeves or whatever but um and in person he did not and were you upset were you kind of disappointed when I
07:55:28Carrie / Raelfirst seen him I was because he didn't look like himself really and then he also looked taller too in his picture which is like whatever but it was just weird cuz when I asked him about the
07:55:40Brian Atlastattoos that's when he got all weird and he's like I have to leave and he left that was it that's pretty weird umary wouldn't this just be like the same as women who wear makeup
07:55:50Brian Atlasthough yeah like you were oh man he doesn't actually have tattoos and it's like the same thing with oh she doesn't actually like look like that yeah I agree it's the same thing it's the same
07:56:03Brian Atlasthing although it's weird when you confronted him
07:56:09Carrie / Raellike like did it look photoshopped or like I think they make fake sleeves but weird for me was that when we were messaging we were talking about tattoos and he was telling me about his tattoos
07:56:20Carrie / Raeland how many he had so that's what made it weird like he was making it a thing when he didn't even have tattoos yeah that's you know if if he would have not said anything I would have never even
07:56:31Brian Atlaslike sounds like makeup he pulled it Pete davidon something like that uh well he got all his tattoos removed successfully oh okay uh you said a lot of people in the military cheat a lot
07:56:41Brian Atlasdid you cheat no I did not okay well I wasn't in a relationship when I was there anyways did you question have you
07:56:51Carrie / Raeldid you like Smash and where did you say you you went to Afghanistan Kuwait not uh Kuwait Jordan and Iraq Iraq
07:57:03Brian Atlasmhm oh okay uh I don't know where I was going with that uh you said you lost your vCard to a guy at 16 you thought you were in love but he was in a relationship for he was in a relationship for 5 years yeah so like he
07:57:16Carrie / Raelhad a girlfriend the whole time and I the side chick yeah and like it sucks because I always thought that I was going to wait till marriage for some reason like I just always like thought
07:57:27Carrie / Raelthat that was really special and so when I see like all my other friends doing it and then I meet this guy that's giving me all this attention you know and so it
07:57:37Carrie / Raelsucks that I guess that kind of made me feel like every man was like that and so after that it just ruined my perspective on
07:57:49Carrie / Raeljust men in general and it took me a while to actually like grow up and realize that no not every man is the same but you know it sucks and I envy you that you know that you still have
07:58:00Kayleethat because sometimes I do wish that you know that I did keep it that way I'm sorry that you had experience that as well cuz like you shouldn't have to deal with somebody lying either so you said you always dated older men but now
07:58:12Brian Atlasyou're dating a younger man and never been happier so you're 24 how old is he he is 22 okay so you're enjoying that relationship that's cool you also said that uh there's a disagreement you have
07:58:24Brian Atlasfinal thing in your notes I believe when it why didn't you bring this up when we did the rating thing um when it comes to the rating scale you understand both viewpoints but I really think it doesn't matter if a woman thinks she's a 10 but
07:58:36Brian Atlasin reality she's a four who effing cares at the end of the day she's going to attract who she attracts and who she doesn't she doesn't so regardless what you think about yourself it doesn't matter because end of the day no one
07:58:47Carrie / Raelcares yeah I mean I just I don't know I just feel like nobody really cares like everybody has their different preferences yeah there's like the the scale and everything and but
07:58:59Brian AtlasI just don't feel like it's a really important topic honestly oh I think it's important um and I mean I'm just cuz it's late I'm going to spend maybe 30
07:59:10Brian Atlasminutes sorry 30 minutes 30 seconds on it 30 seconds on it I was now I Chang mind so look here I think we kind of talked about it already but here's the big thing is that as a woman you will
07:59:21Brian Atlashave men who who will be sexually interested in you but have no intention whatsoever of ever being in a relationship with you and typically those men who are going to be dealing with you sexually but have no
07:59:34Brian Atlasrelationship or longterm or marriage intention are typically going to be doing that because you're less attractive than them so what ends up happening as a woman if you think you're
07:59:44Brian Atlasyou're you are better looking than you actually are you're going to have high you're going to perhaps think you can have higher standards you're going to be chasing after uh guys who are more
07:59:56Brian Atlasattractive or guys you know because you can sleep with a a guy who's got status or who's really good-looking or is's famous or has money but can you get commitment from him and so what ends up
08:00:08Brian Atlashappening if you're a girl like for example let me let me give you the role reversal I think it'll make it easier let's say there's a guy who he's
08:00:17Brian Atlasa six or he's just average looking but there are women who are more attractive than him and before I get into that you can all agree have you guys ever seen a guy who's with a more attractive woman
08:00:30Brian Atlasyes like a guy who's mid who's da you think she's a beautiful girl women y'all will have really you're really unfair when it comes to your looks assessments of men so let's say this guy he's mid
08:00:42Brian Atlashe's a five and let's say there's six seven eights and nines who want to sleep with him but that's all they want like seven eight NES they want to sleep with
08:00:53Brian Atlashim but that's all he gets just sex right and let's say he's on your level like let's say some of you girls here said you're six whatever why is he going to settle for you and you want a
08:01:06Brian Atlasrelationship with him why is he going to deal with you when he can have a bunch of casual sex and get attention with attention from
08:01:17Brian Atlaswomen who are more attractive than you and maybe he'll occasionally get like a situationship one of these girls will keep them around for sex for 3 months a month six months
08:01:28Brian Atlaswhy would that guy deal with you and you're on his level though techn he you guys deserve each other why is he going to deal with you when he's getting sex with all these women he wouldn't right
08:01:40Brian Atlasnow I know there's some differences when it comes to sex between men and women different you know there's some differences there but y'all be dealing with guys who you'll never get a relationship with right the reverse
08:01:51Brian Atlasnever happens like the the scenario I described where here's this mid guy all these eights nines and tens want to [ __ ] him doesn't happen right but you would understand why oh why can't I get a relationship with him he's getting but
08:02:05Brian Atlashere's why cuz he's getting sexual attention from women who are more attractive than y'all you guys are getting sexual attention from men who are more attractive than you we all want to get the best that we can get when it comes to dating we all want the best
08:02:18Brian Atlaspartner the funniest the best personality the most money the best looking whatever whatever it is that you care about you want to get the best that we can get we're all greedy when it comes to dating we're all tring trying to get the most Optimum
08:02:29Brian Atlaspartner because of this as men if I think I'm a 10 doesn't [ __ ] matter if I think I'm a 10 I'm not getting a 10 doesn't matter as a guy
08:02:40Brian Atlaslike at here's the thing if I'm trying to get a girl who's a Victoria Secret model I'm getting instantly rejected and I recognize this and I accept this as fact I'm not delusional about it I'm not
08:02:52Brian Atlaseven upset by it if I step to a girl who's a Victoria Secret model or some like bigname celebrity who's also attractive whatever it is a woman who has status I'm not getting anything I'm not getting a conversation I'm not
08:03:05Brian Atlasgetting sex I'm not getting a date I'm not getting first kiss men get rejected on the front end we get rejected upfront you guys get rejected after you [ __ ] a guy once twice three times maybe maybe
08:03:16Brian Atlashe keeps you around for a situationship you get rejected by never getting the commitment from the man right and so because of this because you can get these guys they're going you're going to
08:03:27Brian Atlasthink oh okay I can sleep with a guy who's I [ __ ] this really attractive guy once I must be attend to and then what ends up happening is y'all start looking at the guys who are actually on your level who are ready to be in monogamous
08:03:40Brian Atlaswho are ready to give you commitment who are ready to give you a relationship who are ready to give you a ring you look at those guys and you think you're settling for them it's actually absolutely tragic because a lot of women spend their 20s
08:03:51Brian Atlassleeping with a bunch of dudes and then oh 30 okay uh time to get married okay I'm going to settle for this guy and you're you've dealt with like men who are way more attractive than him men who
08:04:03Brian Atlas[ __ ] you way better and now you're going to be in a in like a relationship with a guy who you're sexually dissatisfied with you lack attraction for him uh but you do it out of
08:04:15Brian Atlasnecessity just because you want to get married and have kids or whatever it is that marriage is inevit inevitably going to fail you're or maybe you're just going to be contemptuous and nag the [ __ ] out of him and he's probably going
08:04:26Brian Atlasto be some soy boy blue pill dude that's what the that's why the rating thing is so important because y'all can deal with men who are of a certain
08:04:37Brian Atlascaliber when it comes to how attractive they are and if you think you're more attractive than you are you're going to be perpetually chasing those dudes you're never going to get commitment never get a relationship and then your
08:04:50Brian Atlasbrain is [ __ ] fried like think about it this way let's say I I could [ __ ] Victoria Secret models but none of them would give me relationship and now I got it the girl who actually will give me a
08:05:01Brian Atlasrelationship is average looking you think I'm going to be sexually attracted to her you think I'm going to enjoy sex with her I'm going to be thinking oh my God
08:05:12Brian Atlasthat's bro this Victoria Secret model like oh it was so much you know what I mean that's what y'all are doing though yeah no I get it and so that's why the
08:05:23Brian Atlasrating thing is so important is like y'all got to be realistic about the kind of men you can get because I know you guys can [ __ ] men who are really attractive I know you can deal with like
08:05:34Brian AtlasNBA players NFL players you got DMS from those guys rappers whatever are they going to give you commitment and we all want to chase the best thing that we can get so you're going to chase after those dudes you
08:05:46Brian Atlaswon't get commitment and then finally when it's time to settle down you're going to settle for the guy who's actually on your level and that's why it's dangerous
08:06:00Kittyokay all right that was very long- winded there's also people that get married though at a young age and they're divorced by 30 something though sure do you do you have anything
08:06:11Kittyto say on that about what happens cuz you know pretty much all these women are getting ran through let me get married at 30 there's women that get married at a young age and then they're divorced by 30
08:06:23Brian Atlassomething uh yeah sure I guess that happens yeah yeah I don't sure okay all right I'm going to let the chats come through blus donated $20 chair seven you
08:06:35TTS Readerlook like if an enthusiastic hand jobs had a face share two everyone on your body count should be able to claim it as a charitable donation oh my God H BL
08:06:47TTS Readerthese nuts High got him donated $20 chair one and three boys brought dishonor to their famir brain with the huge dumpy lay off the burritos
08:06:58TTS Readeralso tell your boy Kevin Hart to wake up and stop wearing his sister's sweater $594 donated
08:07:08TTS Reader$20 why did you lie about your of ran has the screenshots what you do it so stop lying be honest are you capping about the o
08:07:22Kittyno somebody says you did did the only fans okay I did have o f but there was no but there was no horn on it there's
08:07:33Kittyno I I'm you don't see me getting you know swear in my dad's grave whoa don't you shouldn't do that no I will because
08:07:42Brian Atlasthere's no video footage okay by the way that was the first roast for you tonight so you you thought you were going to get through the roast session without they
08:07:53TTS Readerroast you got roasted um okay good talk we have this one Bren donated $20 getting rid of all sites like only fans and fans Le would be the
08:08:04TTS Readerfirst step towards a better Society also Brian I got to shout out Levi Nick and put him on check DMS yo Bren thank you for the uh message man really appreciate
08:08:15Brian Atlasit okay uh I'm pretty sure is that it for all the notes or is there more uh okay we did Rocky oh we got
08:08:26KayleeKaye I think I uh we hit most of this stuff here I think I think the only thing I have is my dating story which is not even that like
08:08:37Brian Atlasexciting okay uh I'm trying to think if there's oh I'll just read it it's just an anecdote you went on a date with a guy who tried to cook you dinner the chicken ended up being undercooked and you ate it anyway because you felt bad
08:08:51Toriayou're a trooper I felt really bad were you sick afterwards yeah oh oh there's more yeah he attempted to kiss you when he did he started to growl and it made you feel
08:09:02Kayleeweird growl how can you here reenact the growl do the grow the so like it wasn't sexy like a little like or something like
08:09:11Kayleethat I don't know okay so he like okay so he okay so he started kissing me and then he went up by my ear right oh I forgot to put the wor no no no I to put the worst part of the story in there he
08:09:23Kayleelicked the the inside of my ear and I was not having it like okay so after he did that I was like I'm just so ticklish like so that
08:09:33Kayleehe didn't feel bad and then he went he went um like like it was like it wasn't like sexy it was like really like a like a like
08:09:55Unknownfelt you told me to do it
08:10:03Brian Atlasoh okay um and uh oh you okay that's crazy good times okay I'm
08:10:14Brian Atlasoh wait me do you have did you have notes no I did not you said I think the only thing bringing in previous relationships into current
08:10:25Marinarelationships yeah what does that mean like when like if you like if you talk if you're in a relationship and you bring your past relationship that kind of ruins your current relationship like why would you do that unless unless like in the beginning like oh like you know
08:10:37Marinalike what like what have you met in the past like kind of like unraveling trauma but honestly if it continues after that if you guys are in a relationship you
08:10:47TTS Readerknow like there's no point like why exactly what I broke up with oh no Dale Frank Castle 512 donated $20 how did you manage to get Miss Piggy
08:10:59Brian Atlasshare to on the panel she's out here cheating on Kermit what the hell I am not that big thank you all right last call guys Last Call on the TTS that's the final call we're going to get this
08:11:11Brian Atlaswrapped up uh as I'm getting everything wrapped up your nurse um our nurse is
08:11:18Brian Atlascrazy yes are you crazy um no I am not anymore anymore I have like a very do you mean wait hold on what do you mean anymore I mean I just I I would like to
08:11:30Marinalike I know like pick fights and stuff um in relationships yeah just like for no reason um give me an example I don't know pick a fight with me right now go ahead like something so stupid like I don't know I just like
08:11:43Marinawhy' you fall asleep on me when I want you to call me or FaceTime it be something so stupid but I'm like know I'm over toxic I am like I'm so tox or like just I don't know it's it's like I try not to think about me like the how
08:11:56Marinalike the world doesn't revolve around me do you start arguments cuz you get attention or yeah at least she's honest yes I am but I've been I've been a lot better like you like it when the guy's annoyed kind
08:12:08Marinaof I used to but I was like it was more like like give me attention kind of thing but like now I'm just like over it cuz like being a nurse that's so bad more patience I'm very calm now oh when was
08:12:20TTS Readerthis like when you were younger is what you're saying oh wait hold on let me D Frank Castle 512 donated $20 Brian how did you manage to get Miss Piggy sh two
08:12:32Emmaon the panel she's out here cheating on km what the hell itce the real Frank Castle damn was it twice yeah how irritated
08:12:45Kittygot um let's see here I did wear Cy ears though I think one podcast ago here so
08:12:54TTS Readerokay oh we have another one Captain uncore America donated $20 chair five Leviticus 1931 do not turn to
08:13:04TTS Readermediums or seek out spiritists for you will be defiled by them I am the Lord your God slightly Bland panel where's Selina where's
08:13:14EmmaSelena in Luke 2122 through 2 there's this verse that says God will put
08:13:21Emmasystems and the systems and the stars as signs for the final days and I think mik hm in Luke 212 no they heard it but
08:13:36Marinaokay okay um that it but yeah that's one of my favorite verses nurses are crazy you're crazy used to be crazy yeah I mean yes nurses are crazy I'll admit that um I mean like the trauma that we
08:13:48Brian Atlassee in the hospital like we see a lot of crazy stuff wait have you ever done this cuz you said you like would start fights or whatever you just you know have you a guy wasn't texting you quick enough or
08:14:00Brian Atlasdidn't text you back or whatever and then would you say something like okay guess I'll talk to you later then or something like that yeah I just oh I just like the sellent treat like like what if those was an important text
08:14:13Brian Atlasmessage but like as I've gotten older like that was so stupid it was like high school stuff like I don't know I feel like I've matured sure quite a bit honestly sure all right guys like the video If you enjoyed the stream # big
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08:15:10Brian Atlasyou for tuning in tonight you could have been anywhere in the world but you're here with me I appreciate that thank you to everyone who super chats donates and supports the show we will be live again Sunday guys this was our final Tuesday show for the time being maybe we'll have
08:15:23Brian Atlasthem back but uh we're switching to just Sundays so we will be live again Sunday at 5:00 p.m. Pacific any girls who want to be on the show DM out whatever on Instagram if you can make it to Santa Barbara we're going to do a quick twitch
08:15:35Brian Atlasraid we're going to do Grayson okay uh Damian if you can oh oh they just oh yeah okay we're going to do twitch raid get Grayson pulled up oh my God they got a binding holy [ __ ] wait do the raid
08:15:45Brian Atlaspull it up oh dud pull it up pull it up oh they got a binding holy [ __ ] oh [ __ ] they got a [ __ ] binding
08:15:55Brian Atlasoh my God holy [ __ ] holy [ __ ] and they got flame guard gauntlets godamn holy [ __ ] bro we we just missed it a little
08:16:04Brian Atlasbit God damn good for him holy [ __ ] they got they that's good loot from Baron get holy [ __ ] oh it's not hardcore okay hey we only need one more I thought
08:16:15Brian Atlasit was Hardcore we only need one more guys The Binding is HR bro um okay I'm thank you guys for watching over there on Twitch I'm going to send him a raid um yo when I send you guys over when I send you guys over him he needs to
08:16:28Brian Atlasdelete The Binding tell him to delete The Binding from his inventory all right guys thank you guys for watching on Twitch we're going to send the raid right now hope you guys on Twitch have a good night thank you guys all right grats chayula chayula getting geared
08:16:39Unknownlook at those shoulders aren't these Bish shoulders for looks holy [ __ ]
08:16:47Unknownboys that's hot as hell bro yo whatever thank you for the raid hello guys delete delete binding hey nope no we are not
08:16:58Brian Atlasdeleting that binding oh hell no dude uh 94 uh 98 from Scotty all right wow that was that was pretty good timing that's fate right there I those who don't know
08:17:11Brian Atlasanything about World of Warcraft the bindings are super rare it's a legendary item very very rare it's one of the most coveted items uh well you need the other binding from the other boss but it's one of the most coveted items in World of
08:17:22Brian AtlasWarcraft so what what what just total happen stance that got a binding right as we him um anyways you can close that out all right thank you guys for tuning
08:17:35Brian Atlasin uh thank you guys everybody I hope you guys have a good night 07s in the chat 07s what are we forgetting oh wait hold on let me just double check make sure there no I don't want to okay sorry there was just one more that came through I didn't want to screw this guy
08:17:46TTS Readergo over uh uh oh D Frank Castle 512 donated $20 nurses are 304s they like to married or not I've
08:17:58Marinahad a few in my past yo thank you do you want to respond to that yeah um I mean not all nurses but I don't want to like call out a specific specialty but wait do it do it
08:18:10Marinado it do it which one I like I know like uh like your nurses like you know how like when you watch our grades Anatomy kind of thing it's kind of like similar like they have their own like drama and
08:18:20Marinalike that ER nurses but ICU is ICU part of no we are critical care Department ER and ICU but we are completely separate
08:18:30Marinadep ICU is like like you could go to the emergency room get like put fixed yeah put a bade on and then they go to the ICU to be more stabilized we maintain the patient a bit more but in