Brian REJECTS Her?! Andrew Wilson FERAL Debate! Born Again Virgins vs. ØF Girls! | Dating Talk #141
Date: 2024-03-06
Duration: 5h 38m
Guests
Brian AtlasIdentified Speakers
SPEAKER_00Britney Crisp(guest)
SPEAKER_01TTS/Donations(audience)
SPEAKER_02Claire(guest)
SPEAKER_04Madison(host)
SPEAKER_05Shy Matthews(guest)
SPEAKER_06Jasmine Rose(guest)
SPEAKER_08Andrew Wilson(guest)
SPEAKER_09Brian Atlas(host)
SPEAKER_10Alexis Morgan(guest)
SPEAKER_11Darra(guest)
SPEAKER_13Lexi(guest)
SPEAKER_14Monica(guest)
Key Moments
00:00:21
QuoteBrian Atlas self-identifies as host; notes he's sick and lost his notes.
“I'm your host Brian Atlas... I'm a little sick tonight guys... my Dropbox lost all my notes so it's going to be a scuff stream”
00:02:31
QuoteAndrew Wilson introduces himself as host of The Crucible debate channel.
“my name is Andrew Wilson host of The One and Only Crucible one of the fastest if not the fastest growing debate Channel on YouTube”
00:07:00
ControversyShy Matthews opens by criticizing the show for casting stones at women; Brian pushes back saying those words never left his mouth.
“I think that the point of the show... tends to like cast stones at certain women... as a Christian I feel like that's not what Jesus calls us to do”
00:36:24
QuoteJasmine Rose declares everyone is a 10/10 through spiritual lens, refusing to rate anyone on looks.
“I believe everyone's a 10 out of 10 and your husband or your wife will think so as well because God Hand picked them for you”
00:37:07
Key MomentAndrew Wilson cross-examines Jasmine Rose's claim she has no physical preferences, using Brad Pitt vs Joe Biden comparison.
“if I showed you say a picture of Brad Pit when he was young and and then a picture of Donald Trump currently... would you prefer dating just based off of their level of attractiveness”
00:52:15
Key MomentBrian points out Jasmine Rose's last boyfriend was 6 feet tall despite her claiming no physical preferences.
“how tall was your last boyfriend... six foot... so only 15% of men in this country are 6 foot or taller... maybe it's just happen stance”
04:02:01
QuoteBody count round: Madison (co-host) discloses 100+ body count.
“100 over 100 I don't know but you think it's around 100 probably over 100”
05:01:00
ControversyShy Matthews asks to leave early due to discomfort with explicit sexual content discussion. Brian calls her 'whiny'.
“if this is kind of the rest of the topic I might have nothing to contribute to that and it's not making me comfortable... if I can leave early”
05:02:32
ControversyAndrew Wilson calls Shy Matthews' virtue signaling 'sickening' and calls her 'weak'.
“your virtue signaling is sickening... you need to strengthen your Constitution... weak”
05:24:00
Key MomentBrian rejects Darra's offer to 'smash', citing her sexual history as disqualifying.
“I appreciate the the offer my dear but I must politely turn you down because I just I can't date a woman who's had carnal knowledge”
05:26:00
QuotePanel asks Brian who on the panel he would pick; Brian says Jasmine Rose (Cheyenne) is attractive but her past disqualifies dating.
“Cheyenne's a pleasant person she's very attractive but because of her past indiscretions unfortunately”
05:26:48
Key MomentAndrew says he has more respect for the OF girls than for Shy Matthews, for being honest.
“I have more respect for the girls on the right side of the table because I at least felt like they were trying to be honest”
Topics Discussed
00:00:06
Guest introductions and relationship status
Guests introduce themselves with name/age/occupation/location. Go around table for relationship status and longest relationship.
00:07:00
Christian ethics and show criticism (Shy Matthews)
Shy Matthews critiques the show for 'casting stones'. Andrew Wilson debates her on Protestant theology, Biblical interpretation, and religious hypocrisy.
00:30:03
Self-ratings: wife scale and looks scale
Brian asks each guest to rate themselves on the wife scale (0-10) and then the looks scale. Jasmine Rose refuses citing 'everyone is a 10'. Lengthy debate about subjectivity of ratings.
00:51:00
Born-again virgins vs OnlyFans girls debate
Main debate of episode: religious/celibate guests (Shy, Jasmine) vs OnlyFans guests (Britney, Darra, Alexis). Topics: body count, sexual history, traditionalism.
01:44:00
Darra: nursing career vs OnlyFans
Darra defends her decision to leave nursing (13 years, neonatal ICU) for OnlyFans due to pay/stress. Discussion on nurses as 'red flags' in relationships.
02:00:00
Alexis Morgan: sugar daddies and escorting
Alexis discusses having three sugar daddies, prior escorting career (hundreds of clients), and how she considers the arrangements non-romantic.
04:01:41
Body count round
Brian asks each guest for body count. Results: Britney 100+; Darra ~30-50; Alexis 15 males/~80 females; Jasmine Rose ~hundreds (declined specifics); Shy abstained; Claire ~5-6; Monica 0; Lexi unknown.
04:05:00
Traditionalism debate
Andrew Wilson leads discussion on traditionalism. Multiple OF guests claim to believe in traditional values while acknowledging their careers contradict it.
04:30:00
Pornography, human trafficking, and health impacts
Andrew argues pornography contributes to human trafficking and mental illness. Darra and Alexis push back defending the industry.
05:00:00
Shy Matthews wants to leave early
Shy Matthews, uncomfortable with sexual topic discussion, asks to leave early. Brian tells her she's been 'whiny'. Andrew calls her 'weak'. Other guests critique her constitution.
05:15:00
Pro-life vs pro-choice round
Quick round: positions on abortion. Darra (nurse): pro-life after 4-6 weeks having seen fetuses at 22 weeks. Others mixed.
05:20:00
Birth control and cosmetic surgery discussion
Who's on birth control. Britney discusses breast reduction/lift. Discussion on natural vs surgically altered bodies.
05:24:00
Brian rejects Darra's offer / panel picks
Darra says she'd 'smash' Brian. Brian says he must 'politely turn her down' due to her sexual history. Panel jokes about who Brian would pick. Brian says Cheyenne (Jasmine Rose) is attractive but her past disqualifies her.
05:30:00
Wrap-up and outro
Brian thanks Andrew Wilson and the panel. Apologizes for being sick. Shy and Brian reconcile. Show closes.
Transcript
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00:55:39
Jasmine Rosewell like she was saying beauty is in the eye of Beholder everyone's going to think differently and have a different view you're the beholder right now that's why we're asking you what you
00:55:48
Jasmine Rosethink about you yeah I gave you my answer and yes okay okay so you're a
00:55:59
Brian Atlas10 okay I will abstain from rating myself you're you're going to abstain I won't rate myself um or you could just engage
00:56:10
Shy Matthewswith the conversation and just answer the question yeah I'm I'm not going to rate myself I think it's a worldly question and um I agree that it's kind
00:56:20
Shy Matthewsof putting me back in a place where I was beforehand and um that just like before Christ you know when I was um you know doing you know work like o fans and
00:56:32
Shy Matthewseverything was about my looks and attractiveness and all those things so um yeah I'll up stain thank you okay so you don't care about looks at all in
00:56:45
Brian Atlasa partner because you refused you're are you abstaining because you have an answer the question but you don't want to share it yeah that's correct oh so
00:56:54
Brian Atlaswell why would you so you do have a self assessment yes I do oh well why not just share it then uh because I don't want
00:57:10
Brian Atlasto okay um do you care about looks in the partner I will abstain from answering Bro you've asked to come on a dating
00:57:22
Brian Atlaspodcast why would you abstain from answering such a basic question um I'd be happy to answer like other questions I'm comfortable with but why would you be uncomfortable
00:57:33
Brian Atlasanswering if you care about physical appearance in a partner I don't I don't understand at all I'll give you the if you don't want
00:57:44
Shy Matthewsto rate yourself that's fine but you can't even State whether you care about physical attractiveness or not um yeah I just would rather not
00:57:57
Shy Matthewsanswer the question I think there's been some other women on here who abstain to answer as well for their personal reasons and I have mine well I don't know one who has abstained from answering whether or not they have a
00:58:08
Andrew Wilsonpreference of being physically attracted to somebody else I'm not sure I've ever heard that abstain from heard like Brian like Brian says uh it seems perfectly reasonable if you want to abstain from
00:58:19
Andrew Wilsonanswering that question about yourself uh but I can't actually figure out single reason why you'd want to abstain from answering whether or not you just physical attraction is something which is important to you or not important to
00:58:32
Shy Matthewsyou in a relationship that makes no sense to me I ditto I don't understand um yeah and I'll give my reason for that um which is that you know I'm here to be
00:58:43
Shy Matthewsan ambassador of Christ and I don't think I have it you know all in terms of like I'm not a perfect person and I want to make sure that I'm not displaying anything incorrectly so any anything
00:58:54
Andrew Wilsonthat I don't know um in terms of you know whether this is a a good way to we're not we're not asking you if you're a perfect person and we're not saying
00:59:06
Andrew Wilsonthat Christians believe that they're perfect people for that's absurd just asking you like like this do you like pickles on your hamburger yeah okay great why are you
00:59:18
Shy Matthewsable to answer that question but not whether or not physical attractiveness is important to you I don't understand because pickles and a hamburger is I mean that's food and we're talking about people and yeah well we're just talking
00:59:30
Shy Matthewsabout want to be very careful because you know I think things like physical attractiveness matters in this world um
00:59:38
Shy Matthewsit in negative ways in positive ways and I just want to make sure that I'm not answering really like any questions that might
00:59:51
Andrew Wilsonbe all I well hang on but I don't I don't understand it's just a preference answer we're just asking for a preference is do you have a
00:59:59
Andrew Wilsonpreference uh where in other words do you have any kind of preference at all in the opposite sex for attractiveness if you were going to date them or marry
01:00:11
Shy Matthewsthem or something like this that is not even a worldly answer that just seems like it's Common Sense yeah so I I do um I have an answer
01:00:21
Shy Matthewsto this question but um and I'm I don't mind um giving this answer to people close to me um that's not on live stream um I'm even more inclined to not answer
01:00:32
Andrew Wilsonbecause I feel there's a lot of push back for me just not wanting to answer a question because it's it sounds very prideful from my perspective sound like you're being very prideful and doing
01:00:43
Andrew Wilsoneverything that you can in order to piety signal from a basic question like this and now that you understand that it's absurd that you're not answering the pride is that you're doubling down so maybe just uh why why not just not be
01:00:55
Andrew Wilsonso prideful and just say hey of course I I have some kind of physical preference for a person I would date that seems totally reasonable I don't even know how that could hurt a single soul on planet
01:01:06
Shy MatthewsEarth for you to say that I I honestly can't yeah so you're accusing me of a very serious sin no no no actually address his question yeah um well no I'm
01:01:18
TTS/DonationsI want to address what he said which is that you know you're saying that I'm very prideful and no I'm saying you're being very prideful right now Brian's Roth donated $100 these are the most surface level
01:01:29
TTS/Donationsbeginner questions too don't tell us you're going to refrain from answering this but later tell us your favorite sex position is upside down pile
01:01:43
Andrew Wilsondriver I'm not saying I'm not saying you're a prideful person I'm not making any such accusation at all I'm just saying that right now it seems like the only reason you're being resistant to this to just answering this basic
01:01:55
Andrew Wilsonquestion is because you understand now that it's kind of absurd that you won't and you're doubling down and I don't know what pride is other than that unless you can give me an actual reason a foundational reason either biblical or
01:02:08
Andrew Wilsonnon-biblical even from a secular prism I'll accept that for why it would possibly be that you would say that you you do or don't have preferences when it comes to physical attractiveness in a
01:02:18
TTS/Donationsrelationship that just seems absurd to me costin donated one $17 OMG the non answer is so annoying
01:02:29
Brian AtlasBrian Andrew please help good night married guy out hey man good night married guy have a good night thank you appreciate
01:02:38
Brian Atlasit uh you two on this question have ate up like 30 minutes of the show you could just
01:02:48
Brian Atlaslike I don't know in What scenario someone who's religious someone who's secular would ever judge you for saying
01:02:57
Brian Atlasthat for you that you care about someone's physical appearance CU you have an answer to it you said you had an
01:03:07
Shy Matthewsanswer to it you just don't want to reveal it on the podcast
01:03:15
Shy Matthewsum okay so sorry what did you okay so I um I feel very uncomfortable with the fact that you guys are really pushing me to answer a question I've already said
01:03:27
Andrew Wilsonthat I'm not comfortable answering um there's just some questions I'm sorry that that your comfort level is put in the realm of discomfort but I'm not here to make you comfortable that's not what
01:03:38
Andrew Wilsonmy purpose is my purpose instead is to dive into your worldview and figure out if uh you know what what what's what what's going on up there as far as an interpersonal how you view interpersonal
01:03:50
Andrew Wilsonrelationships that's the point of the podcast not to make you comfortable so the question Still Remains I don't actually understand why you won't answer the question and I wish that you would
01:04:00
TTS/Donationsgive us a reason for that I already gave my reason for that and um I don't want to I think I think you're trying to pry a reason grid One Motorsports donated
01:04:12
TTS/Donations$100 you can be honest you were not expecting the smoke and you do not want anymore I will be nice if you are going to be genuine do not worry the patriarchy is here for you you and
01:04:25
Brian Atlasvalues Your Existence we have another one coming in in just a moment so I'm going to Pro preempt it um it should be here in just a few seconds it might get
01:04:36
TTS/Donationsuh it might not actually read loose energy donated $100 cap these religious nut job
01:04:46
TTS/Donations304s cannot stop capping get the out with that answer or get the out time time to Frank Castle this
01:04:56
Brian Atlasis Sparta # get the Rocks #f freck number a to 18 so do you want to give we're not
01:05:07
Brian Atlasgoing to push back really any further but do you at least kind of want to explain your refusal like why you're refusing to answer a fairly basic question um I already answered the
01:05:18
Shy Matthewsquestion earlier and anytime I speak um Andrew you know is interrupting me so I can't even get out an answer okay so um I'll I'll
01:05:29
Shy Matthewsjust um so I I will you know I'm just going to leave it there I'm not comfortable answering the questions I will this question and I will not answer further can you tell us that's fine if
01:05:41
Shy Matthewsyou don't want to answer the question but can you tell us why I want to make sure that the questions I'm answering are glorifying to God and if there's any doubt in my
01:05:53
Shy Matthewsmind that that is not glorifying to God I will abstain from answering okay that is my answer and I I explained this earlier but I think that in some sense um Andrew is trying to squeeze out
01:06:05
Brian Atlasanother answer from me and I'm not going to give a you know any other answer than that okay um you're not going to give any answers
01:06:17
Andrew Wilsonthat are not glor I just want I just want to note I didn't interrupt you let you let you give your entire answer right or why you won't give an answer I'm sorry can you repeat that oh my God
01:06:30
Andrew WilsonI just want to let you know I didn't interrupt you I I gave you all the chance in the world to give your answer just now and I didn't say a word I think I'm a solid five
01:06:41
Brian Atlasokay yeah I'm going to make this easy for you guys and I would say I'm a solid eight yeah I would say I'm a five okay
01:06:50
Brian Atlasokay uh so 9.5 9.8 7.5 10 10 8
01:07:02
Brian Atlasuh okay first off there's no 10 at the table let me get that out of the way uh and also the 9.5 is 9.8 sorry you guys are also wrong
01:07:14
Brian Atlassorry I'm not even offended at all it's your opinion I don't care I have mine oh we didn't rate ourselves Andrew should we rate ourselves or should we abstain or should we abstain from answering the question I'm not sure that me saying I'm a four
01:07:27
Brian Atlaswould be glorifying to God I give myself a five I'm a five what are you Andrew four okay I'd say that's true oh wow okay she's got smoke for you
01:07:38
Andrew Wilsonuh no no I I totally agree just like I agree with Brian that in the world that you're ATT 10 is the same world that clowns are in the government so well wait maybe that is this world I don't
01:07:47
Brian Atlasknow there you have it there you have it maybe that is this world um okay where were I'm oh we were talking about everyone's relationship status so I don't know what's going on oh we're
01:07:59
Brian Atlasgoing around uh okay so I'll do this why did your boyfriend break up with you your last relationship Jesus Christ um it was Mutual I I can't say who walked
01:08:09
Alexis Morganaway from who but um I think it's obviously had to do something with um that I started making a lot of money through only fans and um that does make me a
01:08:20
Alexis Morganlittle bit more dominating he was not as ambitious as me and I kind of um wanted him to get up and like you know match my energy and um he wasn't you know stimulating my mind and I kind of just
01:08:33
Alexis Morgangot bored I kind of grew out of it it was like I pushed him to like be better and he wasn't listening um but I still like love respect him um so I think it just probably had to do with that we just grew apart because our lives kind of changed and he wasn't moving and I
01:08:46
Alexis Morganwas moving forward what what was he doing for work um well I met him as a trainer like a fitness trainer and I told him like okay let's think about a business for you and wait you were the
01:08:57
Alexis Morgantrainer or he was the trainer he was he he was a personal trainer was he working full-time um when I first met him correct yes okay and um I was kind of like all right I think that we should just kind of like invest our time into
01:09:10
Brian Atlasfiguring out a business for you like we're together like let's do it was he content continuing doing the career that he was doing when you met him which was personal training I mean I I I feel like
01:09:21
Alexis Morganhe was miserable you know he was waking up he was he was waking very early and just saying that he wanted out but um and I was you know giving him as much as advice as I can and you know I
01:09:32
Alexis Morganessentially pulled him out of his job and said okay I have I have the household down just let's he miserable because of his job well you know waking up early not getting enough pay putting a lot of effort not reaching goals
01:09:44
TTS/Donationsbecause of whatever it was you know Logan Del donated $99.50 I understand that you want to to do your best and glorify God however
01:09:56
TTS/Donationsit's coming off as piety signaling I hope you too will continue to search for Christ and come home to Orthodoxy Big T
01:10:04
Brian Atlassays hi thank you Logan appreciate it uh okay but so you do uh so you were when you met him significantly out earning
01:10:13
Alexis Morganhim correct um I I started I began to yes like with some time I started making more money how many followers do you have on U Instagram 5.7 milli
01:10:24
Alexis Morganokay and you do only fans correct yes okay you make six figures a month yes okay how old was he um when I first
01:10:33
Alexis Morganstarted dating him 27 were you hoping that he would make as much as you or more no cuz I mean realistically speaking it's impossible
01:10:45
Brian Atlasmaking six figures a month puts you in less than the 1% correct I was just okay so most men are not going to be the the vast majority 99% of men are not going to be able to match you
01:10:56
Alexis Morganfinancially and that's fine I never needed him to um but you it was an issue for you in the relationship that it was an issue that he would wake up at 2: p.m. when I gave him all the business ideas and said I can invest into you and
01:11:07
Alexis Morganas long as you put the work in I'm okay with you know following your dream and it wasn't like he wasn't he just was worrying about the wrong things or you know it was just he wasn't putting the
01:11:19
TTS/Donationseffort towards you know wanting something more for himself wow W donated $100 has she never seen this podcast
01:11:29
Shy Matthewslike why go on here if you refuse to answer the most innocent questions they ask I'm answering the other questions any questions I'm not comfortable
01:11:40
Alexis Morgananswering I'm not going to answer and I'm not going to let peer pressure um force me to give an answer that I'm not comfortable can I say something to that I do think that this is the beginning of the show and if that just simple question made you uncomfortable I think
01:11:53
Alexis Morganit's going to get a lot more intense and it's going to take up a lot of time and if you're that sensitive I think that you should be considerate and just kind of just just say a short answer can you just skip me and and go forward because there's a lot of people on the table and I mean it could just make a lot of
01:12:05
Alexis Morganpeople uncomfortable you know what I mean and it's it's I I I get what you believe in and everything but it's like it's it's just it's going on and on and on and you're here on a podcast you're here to speak let other people speak just tell them skip the next to the next
01:12:18
Alexis Morganperson it's just what it's manners it's if you see read the room you see people getting frustrated like read the room correctly yeah you know and and I and I I I'm so for like you voicing yourself but just read the room and understand
01:12:31
Andrew Wilsonwhen it's not it's time to just skip over the question cuz that's yeah how she how's she ever going to get all the attention that she wants if uh if we're focusing too much on you right um exactly well you keep asking us
01:12:42
Shy Matthewsquestions you keep asking us question is asking us questions and we're just responding my answer was very simple I don't want to answer and it was supposed to go to the next person like if there's
01:12:51
Brian Atlasa bunch of sophistry like just the answer it's almost like I'm trying to think of an example of a question that I could ask you that you
01:13:03
Brian Atlasmight opt to reject answering and then well then that inspires and in in US wanting to dive into well why the
01:13:13
Shy Matthewsobjection to answering an otherwise innocent question well I think it's respectful cuz to just move on because I gave my answer and instead of respecting the answer and saying okay she's uncomfortable let's just move on to the
01:13:26
Shy Matthewsnext person I'm being grilled and pure pressured into answering well okay let me let me ask you a question or let me frame it like this so what color are you're only here to represent the Christian worldview if it's comfortable
01:13:38
Andrew Wilsonbecause now you have people who are adversarial to your left it looks like from my perspective right so your job is
01:13:46
Jasmine Roseto push back right isn't that your job that's not my job no it's not your job our job is to encourage and not convince it's not our job to convince you guys
01:13:59
Brian Atlasthat God does that we're just telling our stories and giving our answers cool so oh we got this uh to The Godly woman take no advice from only
01:14:09
Shy Matthewsfans uh blank dumpsters Christ is King okay all right uh that's the kind of stuff I'm talking about like we don't say that to other people and then say Christ is King Christ is not okay with
01:14:22
Shy Matthewsthat kind of behavior that's not godly and on top of that if I'm not comfortable answering a question I'm sorry but we could have just left it there and so I'm sorry if you
01:14:34
Andrew Wilsonfelt wait so question for you is this are you sorry it's not your job to convince her is is the sky blue the sky can be different colors
01:14:46
Brian Atlasyeah it's when it's the daytime when it's 300 p.m. in Southern California and there's no clouds is the sky blue yeah okay now if you
01:14:58
Brian Atlassaid well I don't feel comfortable answering that question that might prompt me to be like well that's a bit ridiculous why do you refuse to answer
01:15:07
TTS/Donationssuch a basic who donated $100 you didn't answer my question though have you seen this podcast before what was your purpose coming on if you
01:15:19
Shy Matthewsdon't have an answer yeah that's a good question I have seen this podcast before and there's a lot of questions that are appropriate and that I'm comfortable answering and there's other questions like what's your body count that I'm not comfortable answering and I'm not going
01:15:31
Shy Matthewsto be peer pressured into answering something I'm not comfortable talking about I understand Brian what you're saying like oops sorry didn't mean to go ahead that was my that was me triggering that on accident um I understand what you're
01:15:43
Shy Matthewssaying that you know if this is this seems like such a basic question to you so why would I you know want to refrain from answering but I gave my answer I gave my answer answer you can look back
01:15:54
Shy Matthewsin the video and um and then after that I just kept getting um questioned and STW by Andrew sounds like a lot of
01:16:04
Brian Atlaswork okay uh we're talking about relationships uh why did your last boyfriend dump you he didn't oh you you broke up with him I did okay
01:16:17
Jasmine Rosewhat about you um I broke up with him yeah is it because he didn't think he was a 10 out of 10 I'll just be really raw with you
01:16:30
Brian Atlasyou're probably going to be shocked I'll be very raw be be raw I'm very raw be raw we go let's let's go um long story short I met him he said he was a
01:16:42
Jasmine RoseBeliever turns out he was a warlock in hiding and I found out like legit warlock I don't say that lightly yes H warlock yeah I'm being serious yeah like
01:16:53
Jasmine Rosea level 60 warlock was the Alliance or Horde what do you mean by warlock like did he was it like the alliance or The hord Horde yeah I I've never heard those words before but I yeah like he actually
01:17:04
Brian Atlasspell like on the hord side like he yeah on the hord side he would be either Undead or troll or orc he was but
01:17:14
Brian Atlasthe lion side he could be human or could be known no I get what she's saying so he's like level 60 like was he what spec was he he was in the Santa morte religion the what Santa morte it's like
01:17:26
Andrew Wilsona Hispanic witchcraft yeah and then slowly like was he a pumper in Max Ramis I'm sorry was he uhing I'm sorry that that was Catholic
01:17:38
Andrew Wilsonright that's a cath so he had he had the mixture of the Catholicism with his witchcraft yes yes yeah so he was a pumper in NX Ramis like 99% parses and
01:17:48
Brian AtlasI don't know what that is I'm sorry like did he on I know is he more of a PVP guy or PVE guy like when he played his
01:17:57
Brian Atlaswarlock I'm sorry I don't know what that means no like you know Warcraft logs is that a game like a video game well that's a website to track like you know
01:18:07
Brian Atlasyour skill in PV environment like there's Molton core bwl Max Ramis aq40 like was he a pumper I don't know was he
01:18:15
Jasmine Rosea pumper like did he did he tankor in in aq40 did he tank twin Ms he okay was he a tank for 20m A4 the only thing I can say about that is he
01:18:27
Brian Atlasliterally was in gangs though he told me that later on in the relationship was he like Affliction Speck or did he like Speck into destruction I don't know is he playing season of Discovery right now
01:18:39
Brian Atlasprobably s so I don't know we had stay safe on the show before he's like he Ms warlocks all the time so maybe we can like get them linked up like is he is he in the guild or what's up is he's not in a place for
01:18:51
TTS/Donationsthat he's not in the guild in a place for that I don't I haven't talked to him in a while but what's your main like what you play I'm so glad him not dating donated
01:19:01
TTS/Donations$100 First Timothy 2:12 I do not permit a woman to teach or to exercise authority over a man rather she is to remain quiet if you're such a Godly
01:19:12
Jasmine Rosewoman just close your rock holster we prefer yes sir do you guys want to respond to that no well um look up uh dbor and
01:19:23
Brian Atlasin the Bible and I think that'll answer your uh comment thank you okay oh we have let me read this
01:19:32
Brian Atlasreally quick Shan Bailey CLA tell Andrew about your cool Orthodox friend um that's my Orthodox friend oh
01:19:43
Brian AtlasSean uh okay that's it all right well hi Sean wait so your last boyfriend jokes aside
01:19:53
Brian Atlaswas a warlock yes yeah okay in the what religion Santa morte it's basically demonic so doesn't matter what you call
01:20:04
Jasmine Roseit but he lied to you and said he was Christian yeah and and honestly it was it was it was on my end too it was partially my fault cuz I didn't sense it cuz I stopped reading scripture and praying and I I became very like
01:20:16
Jasmine Roseobsessed with him you know and that's why like I'm in a season of singleness right now because like we are just obsessed with each other each other I get all into the guy and then I stop F focusing on God so that's my personal
01:20:27
Jasmine Rosestory and journey um but here's the turnaround I just want to say um the turnaround of that last month he messaged me after a couple months we didn't talk and he said this is what he
01:20:38
Jasmine Rosesaid and I believe it cuz I felt it in the in his voice cuz we facetimed and he said hey I just I know we're not together I just want to let you know that um I started praying and I had an encounter with God and um someone who
01:20:50
Jasmine Roseused to be a gang member just like me um he actually spoke into my life and he's a Christian now and that really convicted me so there's a good turnaround to that but at first yeah that it was terrible cuz he tried to do
01:21:02
Jasmine Roseall these spells on me like it was a whole thing and um it was really scary but God me
01:21:13
Brian Atlasyeah word okay yep so he's a Christian now he said so yeah or is a just a ploy to get you back and he's still actually a
01:21:27
Jasmine Rosewarlock he's probably still a warlock cuz he lied to you the first time right yes does he wear like was he dressed Gothic type he had like he would always wear like a white T-shirt and like jeans
01:21:38
Brian Atlasand like white tennis shoes and had his hair in a ponytail and a hat wait did you guys have no
01:21:49
Brian Atlascarnal what's the how's the most polite pH phrasing carnal did you have carnal knowledge did you guys have carnal knowledge of each other like did we were we sexually
01:22:01
Jasmine Roseintimate p and the V you know I love that you just comment on that I've actually been celibate since last May yep so no
01:22:12
Brian Atlasyes that's awesome I'm proud of you Cheyenne I'm proud of you thank you cuz it's it was hard it was hard to turn down the Warlock
01:22:23
Brian AtlasI bet it was like he sounds like I mean you guys differed like in your in your like you guys differed in that regard but I feel like once you meet a warlock
01:22:34
Jasmine Roselike how do you turn that down I'm still healing from
01:22:41
Brian Atlasit so there's no carnal knowledge caral knowled I need to start using that carnal knowledge by the way has anybody here I
01:22:52
Brian AtlasI wanted to do a show recommendation the tutors it's a bit dated guys it came out like 2007 2008 the tutors it's a bit slow compared to uh
01:23:02
Brian Atlassome more modern shows if you compare it to Breaking Bad Etc moves a little slow but uh the main actor Jonathan Reese Meyers is is a Powerhouse of an actor
01:23:13
Brian Atlasand I strongly recommend watching uh that show but I have from that show I've gained a new a new term carnal knowledge
01:23:24
Brian Atlasoh AB Che thank you for the uh 50 thank you appreciate it man um we have a couple chats coming in but so there was no carnal knowledge with the
01:23:34
Brian AtlasWarlock as in was I tempted sexually like no like you had p and the v no sexual and of course no okay was there sing the
01:23:47
Jasmine RoseD what is that I'm sorry Cheyenne Matthews I'm surprised I don't know that but know how do you not know this I don't know sucking sing the D I didn't do that no no sing the D okay I'm proud
01:23:59
Brian Atlasof you I'm proud of you you got to be careful with the warlocks cuz sometimes you
01:24:08
Brian Atlasknow anyways uh let me read these chats really quick what is everyone's favorite movie including Maddie Andrew and Gustavo
01:24:18
Darraplease okay go ahead Star Wars Casino oh good I like that's a good movie Butterfly Effect that's a good one
01:24:28
Brian Atlastoo girl Beyond the Lights life of pie are you sure you're okay are you sure let me just double I want to check here let's do a
01:24:39
Clairelittle check in are you comfortable answering this question okay go ahead hacksaw Ridge oh okay that's that's a good one a Coraline oh super
01:24:51
Darrabad Stars you guys back here Shrek Shrek too blood blood
01:25:00
Unknownout are you Jamaican what Blood In Blood
01:25:08
Brian AtlasOut the I thought this guy was Chilean okay um bumba clot okay stop that your fav am I am I not allowed to
01:25:19
Unknownsay that is that no I love it that's a curse word I just love it means is bad yeah say it all day sorry I'm like probably the whest person to ever say that word wait what oh mine my
01:25:30
Brian Atlasfavorite that's hard I like the Matrix Matrix is good good one and I like uh Andrew what about you Starship
01:25:41
Andrew WilsonTroopers really yeah service guarantee citizenship okay oh okay all right and then we have
01:25:50
Brian AtlasNickelodeon here what's the difference between a hard d and a hard joke these holy hoes only find it hard to swallow the
01:26:02
Brian Atlasjoke what sweet thank you Nickelodeon good one let me read this one really quick Andrew can you read this one can
01:26:13
Andrew Wilsonyou see this I can see it yeah it says help me here Andrew how do we change society when we have cell phones computers and instant gratification around every Corner if we don't judge them and show them the fol of their
01:26:25
Andrew Wilsondegeneracy for their short-lived happiness just love it away why would you ask me that question does it seem like I'm uh loving it away or does it seem like I try to uh take people on
01:26:35
Andrew Wilsonwhere they're at though he makes a good point he's talking about how technology has enabled the sexual Revolution feminism which has led to the current form of degeneracy but I digress I'm not going to dive too much into that
01:26:47
Shy Matthewsappreciate the 50 bucks thank you thank you so going around the table continuing uh why did your boyfriend last boyfriend dump you um yeah I broke up with him
01:26:58
Shy Matthewsbecause um you know this was before Christ and we um was he a druid he was he actually did play or
01:27:07
Brian AtlasShaman um he was a mage man he played Mage mhm yeah typic typical anyways you were date a
01:27:17
Brian Atlasmage life on easy mode being a mage get those portals like at to oramar and was he horde or Alliance horde yeah
01:27:26
Brian AtlasAOE farming like life on easy mode anyways so why did you dump him or whatever it's cuz he was a [Laughter]
01:27:36
Shy Matthewsmjor no um um just because I think there was a lot of emotional cheating that was going on and emotional cheating yeah and
01:27:45
Shy Matthewsthen he had an issue with me being like doing like only fans content and at the time I couldn't see that I'm like well who cares like you know like why does
01:27:55
Shy Matthewsthat matter if you know I'm not the one doing anything and I couldn't see that hypocrisy so while in the meantime I was upset with him for following only fans girls and it was just this ridiculous
01:28:09
Shy Matthewslike back and forth and we just couldn't come to a conclusion until um you know I came to Christ and I realized like oh my gosh like I was wrong we were both wrong and I reached
01:28:19
Brian Atlasout to him and reconciled and asked for his forgiven this is I have a question that's totally unrelated and I forgot if it was Cheyenne is it sh how do
01:28:30
Brian Atlasyou but did you say that we're made in the image of God I'm clear no I know but I forgot which one of you said but did you say that me but do do you agree with her
01:28:42
Brian Atlasthat we're made in the yeah okay I have a question for you and it's maybe semi-related to the the question you refuse to answer but I
01:28:54
Brian Atlasnotice that you're wearing color contacts um I don't know biblically if there's anything there when it comes to altering your
01:29:04
Andrew Wilsonappearance but you know what I mean you know what I mean what is your question well he's he's wondering if you if you wear the
01:29:15
Andrew Wilsoncontact lenses because you think it makes you look better than if you wear glasses um yeah I I wear contacts because I think I look better in it than
01:29:25
Andrew WilsonI do glasses that's like a half answer to the previous question wait but it oh go ahead is it coming full circle Brian is it coming full
01:29:40
Brian Atlascircle yeah a little bit i' say so what am I on to something here I feel like I'm on to something with the
01:29:50
Andrew Wilsoncolored contact contacts but I I don't know how to articulate it well so so he's just he's just wondering like
01:29:59
Andrew Wilsonclearly clearly you have some some sort of self-rating for how how it is that you must look and appear to other people because you yourself think you look
01:30:11
Andrew Wilsonbetter with the contacts than without the contact so he's just he's just saying like is that is that a glorification of God that you wear
01:30:19
Shy Matthewscontact lenses instead of glasses um well the the point that I was like making when I was coming on when I was talking earlier about um that whether
01:30:31
Shy Matthewsthat question glorifies God is that I wasn't sure if it glorified God so I'm going to stay on the safe side and not answer that question um I have the answers to these questions but I'm going
01:30:42
Shy Matthewsto abstain and I'm not going to entertain any sort of trying to squeeze out an answer from me well in this particular case though uh um we're just
01:30:53
Andrew Wilsonall I'm doing is asking about consistency so if if it is that I'm not answering question a because it's no glorification to God is there glorification to God in you answering whether or not you wear contact lenses
01:31:05
Shy Matthewsinstead of glasses because you think that it makes other people think you're more attractive in some way sorry um I think the way that I see that is like me wearing the color green right
01:31:17
Andrew Wilsonnow like is that glorifying to God yeah I can do that to the glory um of God how what do you mean how can you elaborate your question how yeah how is it glorifying to God that you wear green because you think it makes you look
01:31:30
Shy Matthewsbetter I think we have free will and we can choose what color to wear and you know I'm not asking about free will I'm asking about how you think that's my answer to your question is that how is
01:31:40
Shy Matthewsthat glorifying to God well how does free will explain how it glorifies God if you wear green um the Bible says to do all things to the glory of God and even eating food so I can can even ask
01:31:52
Andrew Wilsonyou like how is eating food glor you're just asserting the claim you're just reasserting the claim I already know what the claim is yeah I'm asking you how it does this thing yeah so I'm doing it to the glory of God that we have free
01:32:04
Andrew Wilsonwill and we can choose what colors to wear what foods to eat that's my answer yeah but how does it glorify God for you to wear green without reasserting the claim that
01:32:15
Shy Matthewsit does because it does tell me how it does Free Will and our ability to choose and that we're not just robots that wear
01:32:24
Andrew Wilsongray or all you know wearing like black and white so that is my answer well Free Will would assert that you can wear green even if it was not to the glory of
01:32:36
Andrew WilsonGod not that you're wearing green because it is a glorification to him I think we can do all things to the glory of God and that's what scripture says yeah I know I'm asking you how the color
01:32:48
TTS/Donationsyou wearing the color green would be a glorification of God I'm so glad I'm not that in donated $100 so you two outwardly appear
01:33:00
TTS/Donationsrighteous to men but inwardly you are full of hypocrisy and lawlessness Matthew 23:28 stop being self-righteous you make the ofos seem
01:33:12
Andrew Wilsontolerable yeah well any anyway um so back to the the reason I'm asking this question I'll just give you I'll just give you the answer right the reason I'm asking this question as to how because I
01:33:23
TTS/Donationsthink GD One Motorsports donated $100 so I obviously missed something here Asian of girl has nudes out on the internet but she refused to rate her
01:33:33
Shy Matthewspotential as a wife wow God would love for you to be honest and genuine do better that's correct I'm going to refuse to rate my potential wife rate
01:33:43
Andrew Wilsonand my looks yeah okay so anyway um thank you good just from my perspective uh and I I do love grid one he's a good guy but uh
01:33:55
Andrew Wilsonfrom my perspective I'm just trying to figure out how these things how you came to the conclusion that this equates glorification of God you say because I have free will yes you have free will
01:34:06
Andrew Wilsonnobody's disputing that but you can use the Free Will for evil ends as well the question just becomes how is you not wearing glasses and wearing contacts instead because you think it makes you
01:34:16
Andrew Wilsonlook more attractive to another person is the glorification of God without a making the assertion another assertion can you just tell me how from your worldview it does um I'd be happy to
01:34:29
Shy Matthewsmaybe have this conversation with you like separately with another individual but on the podcast like I've already explained that I'm not going to you know go further with the original question and people have expressed here that
01:34:42
Andrew Wilsonthey're getting frustrated with this constant back and forth so I won't answer anymore I'm not going to answer anymore I tested that go yeah but who cares they just want they just want their attention right we're having a good exchange here we're having a good
01:34:55
Madisonexchange it's not that we want our attention we want to hear everyone's answer we're almost done we're almost done we just want to hear everyone their
01:35:06
Claireeverything about them so podcast move on move on we don't want to hear about why did your why did your boyfriend I broke up with him and I just it was I just wasn't feeling it anymore
01:35:16
Claireyou weren't feeling it anymore wow it was so easy right to answer boom boom get it over with what do you mean you weren't feeling I just wasn't feeling love for him and like I just didn't want
01:35:27
Claireto be in a relationship anymore okay it was a month it was only a month so it wasn't like I was like you know all right yeah was easy there you go there you go baby yes good girl she's never been in a relationship she's never
01:35:40
Lexibeen in a relationship um we just parted ways and it just started to get physical started to get who oh no
01:35:52
Lexiafter you parted Wiz um how well that's why I broke up with him I see oh he's abusive uh good for you cut that off so like immediately once it got physical you
01:36:03
Brian Atlasimmediately broke up with him mhm pack my stuff good good good uh it occurs to me often times I hear from women saying well why are men scared of commitment
01:36:14
Brian Atlaswhy are men scared of commitment men are commitment phobic but when we ran around the table here and I asked you sort of how what what the downfall was of your last relationships almost all of you
01:36:25
Brian Atlassaid that you initiated the breakups and it occurs to me that and perhaps we could go around the table really quickly on this more often than not actually just show of hands more often than not in any scenario where you're and it
01:36:37
Brian Atlascould be early on like a couple dates and you're saying not really feeling it all the way to long term been dating for years more often than not are you pumping the brakes and ending things
01:36:49
Madisonlongterm or shortterm where's the guy so show show hands more often than not if you're ending it I'm like really like in the middle it's been like super 5050 for me it's me absolutely me always you I
01:37:03
Brian Atlaswouldn't have wanted to I would have just wanted to fix it same for all your relationships though more often than not are you ending show hands if you're ending things more often than not okay so it occurs to me then women often
01:37:15
Brian Atlascomplain like I said of men being scared of commitment but if women are overwhelmingly and relationships and also we have the divorce statistics women are overwhelmingly initiating
01:37:26
Brian Atlasdivorce do men have reason it's not well one I don't even think if it's clear to me that men are scared of commitment but maybe they righteously do have a reason to be
01:37:38
Brian Atlasscared of it because women overwhelmingly end relationships and then secondly um why is it that you guys so desperately want commitment but then
01:37:48
Darrawhen you get it you guys overwhelmingly and said relationships I don't think there was commitment that's why it was ended I think fear that they're going to leave
01:37:59
Britney Crispyou wait you so you back out yeah oh okay I think women just want commitment from the right person if it's not the right person they're going to end it no but I'm assuming this is like you got
01:38:11
Darracommitment right perhaps not in the short terms one but in the long-term relationships I'm assuming you guys had commitment terms of talking about Comm
01:38:20
Brian Atlasemo or like dating like well I mean I'm speaking more more so with
01:38:28
Darralong-term relationships okay yeah what's what's crickets tou it that okay I didn't Checkmate I guess I I just wasn't in love the one time that I
01:38:41
Darrawas in a that long-term relationship we were almost married I just didn't want to I wanted to have that like feeling of love and I and I didn't feel like it was right for him okay because I don't want to be selfish and just be like this is great like we're best friends
01:38:54
Darraeverything's great but I also want better for him I want him to find that girl that's going to be like absolutely obsessed with him and I didn't want to just like do it cuz my family loved it and he you know what I mean I wanted him
01:39:05
Madisonto find that well my longterm I want to find that relationship it ended because we both just grew apart it just it was we were like roommates at one point it just it was no longer a sexual or
01:39:16
Madisonromantic thing it was like a roommate Vibe dead bedroom yes actually like having sex once a year oh wow whose fault was that both of our fault so he
01:39:28
Madisonhad a like a job in the night life working at a nightclub and I was an 8 to5 graphic designer so we had very opposite hours right I see okay I mean so we just grew a apart interesting all
01:39:40
Brian Atlasright well going so we've gotten a bit of a rundown on all of your most recent relationships and uh how they ended to some degree so going back to the
01:39:49
Brian Atlasquestion of what does being single actually mean uh um got some attractive girls at the table I'm sure there's some guys in the DMS or you're dating them or you're
01:40:01
Brian Atlashaving sex behind single as the nightclub but I don't know um I mean I'm single I'm going to just you're just going to what mingle when's the last time when's the
01:40:13
Brian Atlaslast time you were on a date with a guy two weeks ago two weeks ago yeah when's the last time
01:40:22
Madisonyou had carnal knowledge of a man I think this is a really great I don't a great question answer it truthfully today yes can you please
01:40:33
Madisonexplain the term again what do you mean SE oh oh okay we had sex today two weeks ago oh today yes you had sex today but the last time you went on a date was two weeks ago two weeks ago and yeah I
01:40:45
Darrahad sex okay with the guy you went on a date with two weeks ago wait I'm her best friends like I know
01:40:55
Brian Atlaseverything she knows was a different guy shut the yes it was it was a different guy so you went on a so I'm curious a date yeah not have you ever gone on a date with the guy that you had sex with
01:41:06
Madisontoday no I haven't gone on a date today with that guy no no have you ever gone on a date with him yes yes I have okay yeah but you don't count like the first date having
01:41:18
Brian Atlassex is n i don't account that it was just like we had sex it was great and I was like boom see you did you was it like you went over there today or you spent
01:41:29
Darrathe night yesterday type last it was like I spent the night like last week oh okay he's talking about today this morning yeah no I hav explain it what it was what say what it was sh yes
01:41:40
DarraManel Ferrara who's that famous porn star who the is that guy they all know they know who he is all these guys will know well you already asked me what I do so like oh so it was for work then
01:41:53
Brian Atlasyeah why are you trying to tell me or make it some I thought I thought it was more like it was not a date because you don't you I assume you don't consider that like a date I do not not a date but
01:42:01
Brian Atlaslike let's say it was just a civilian or like let's say it wasn't for work but it was still like a co uh someone also in the industry like a one night stand do you guys do you guys off
01:42:13
Madisoncamera you mean like I do off camera do off camer on camera off camera that's what you mean if I have off camera sex I'm actually going on a date with the guy like if they want to go on a date which sometimes they do and I'm just
01:42:26
Madisonlike all right cool well this is what I do how many um scenes do you do per week I'm not mainstream so I don't really do like okay that many when I travel for
01:42:37
Madisonwork that's when I'm doing scenes like yeah but I'm collabing so okay probably like if I'm out here for like one week I'll do
01:42:47
Brian Atlasfive five scenes M with different different men hell yeah okay I see uh all right and then are you aside from the scenes that you're doing for your
01:42:57
Brian Atlaswork are you uh sexually active are you pursuing any men no romantically not really civili I flirt with people would you guys would you guys date uh like a
01:43:09
Brian Atlasanother guy who's in the no not right now industry okay uh okay so you flirt but no carnal knowledge n not really okay all right do you have a roster currently
01:43:22
Brian Atlaswhat's a roster mean like explain scheduled guys like you have you got multiple guys you're currently entertaining you may or may not be sleeping with them oh you're talking about like dating wise like a roster dating wise there's like wait as opposed
01:43:33
Madisonto sex I thought I thought you were talking about like my work schedule no oh like personally there's like one or two guys there's one guy okay one and a half any
01:43:47
Madisonone and a half okay it's really one guy but have you guys had carnal knowledge yeah can you just say like
01:43:57
Brian Atlasthree years ago three years ago he's a college sweetheart type of deal which which Community College was it it was not Community College oops sorry my bad which which oh maybe you
01:44:09
Madisondon't want to say I know such a comedian Champlain College from like it's a it's an art college in Vermont all right uh so what about you you got do you have a roster now I don't have a roster no
01:44:22
Darraroster ever had a roster no never had a roster actually I'm a very demisexual person like in my personal life for the last few years just been through so much with guys I'll be honest this is
01:44:31
Darrajust honesty make the funny noises what is Demi demisexual is like I I I used to need like a strong connection so I could say that used to so now you don't used to now you now it doesn't matter no it
01:44:44
Darradoesn't matter so now it's like work related so like I said I was a nurse for 13 years I was a neonatal ICU nurse nurse I was the good girl that you guys love up until 35 nurses are red flags to
01:44:54
Darrabe honest okay that's fine that's a red flag for you it's projection but I was n okay is it like studied red flag were you a travel nurse nope I was a neonatal
01:45:04
DarraICU nurse I took care of speci just you you Trav rn rn yeah red flag okay that's your red flag R flag that's not huge red flag for you for is that for society is
01:45:16
Darrathat like studied is that like what lot a lot of dudes a lot of dudes who is these lot of dudes a lot of dudes a lot of dudes on your show or just like is it stud in general okay cool in general trust trust trust there's a lot of
01:45:28
Darranurses out there we've all had our our experiences I think nurses are great and we need them in society so I think we should stop saying stuff like that cuz there's not going there's going to be shortage of nurses soon for people like you that say that and say that nurses are red flags you think there's going to
01:45:41
Darrabe a shortage of nurses because absolutely going to be shortage get no we get treated like in the workplace and we don't make enough money cuz if I made enough money I wouldn't be on the internet nurses make pretty good money no we don't yeah they do let's go
01:45:54
Shy Matthewslet's have this debate right now can I ask something sure yeah sure um you said that you wouldn't make money um you wouldn't be doing um porn work if you I would if I made more money as a nurse absolutely not never how much were you
01:46:06
Darramaking um so I live in New York City I live in Brooklyn as a single woman I was a nurse for 13 years I started my career at $80,000 a year so after two full weeks of working the most intensive job
01:46:19
Darrahanding people are dead babies I had a very stressful job and I love to say this and I love to say what nurses nursing really like sometimes so I would
01:46:28
Darracome home my paycheck would be like $8 $900 after taxes in New York city so after two weeks of full work stressed out 16 hour days dealing with the most stressful job I was at a breaking point
01:46:41
DarraI was 13 years in I would have had to work another 33 years as a nurse and I feel like it needs to change in society and we need to just be serious about it and have conversations about it because I wouldn't choose what I'm doing now I
01:46:52
Andrew Wilsonwouldn't I so there I'm sorry I didn't mean to cut you off but I did actually have a mudy for nurses I thought you might find it interesting um so it is true that nurses do not have more sexual
01:47:05
Andrew Wilsoncontacts than women not working their profession point for you right but more often betray their Partners up to 25% more often and more than other women
01:47:16
Andrew Wilsonthey have more far more oral sex 70% to 50% anal sex 31% to 18% they're far more promiscuous across the board okay that's if it's a fact is a fact what I'm what
01:47:28
DarraI'm saying is let me go back to what I was saying as a nurse and why I made the dec this decision to do what I do now so yeah you go back to to what you were saying I just wanted
01:47:37
Andrew Wilsonto you had asked if there was a study of any kind and yes this actually uh though the research is that's not a red flag that's just a study is that a red flag infidelity is definitely greater
01:47:48
Andrew Wilsonlikelihood yeah infidelity say more sex oral sex this he mentions infidelity 25% more likely to step out on the partner I was like I've
01:47:59
Darraactually never cheated on somebody and I'm a nurse in my life in general in general I mean in like my life I've never cheated on somebody actually and I'm yeah we get we understand you may not have we're just looking at why
01:48:11
Brian Atlasnurses would be a red flag or not okay I I get that it's studied I I get it cuz everyone I'm not I'm not making a judgment on nurses in terms of their profession I'm going to come from
01:48:20
TTS/DonationsOne Motorsports donated $100 this panel is kind of scuffed be one must ask at this point what mind and mood altering substances are these folks
01:48:31
Brian Atlason guessing it is a long list crazy SL hot Matrix in full effect cool okay anyway let's get back to our conversation talking uh actually I'm not really that
01:48:41
Darrainterested in the in nurses and red flags no no just in the explanation of well here's how much M you don't want to hear I think people should want to hear about why I decided to on the internet instead of actually taking care of dying in sick children and being a
01:48:54
Darragreat something in society which men would men would consider me a high value woman well I mean when you put it that way okay yes yes let's let's go because
01:49:05
TTS/Donations$100 nurses are completely full of themselves you do not have the hardest job in the world the lance corporal getting shot at has the hardest job in
01:49:15
Brian Atlasthe world you're not a victim you're a thought so nurses are thoughts no he's saying you're I think so I'm asking question nurses are thoughts you apostrophe re I don't think he's making
01:49:27
Darraso I'm a thought okay I'm a thought now but let me go back a few years ago when I was a nurse in an ICU I didn't say I the hard one of the hardest jobs it's actually in the goodness Book of World Records you could look it up nursing school is very challenging very educated
01:49:39
Brian Atlasperson nursing is the hardest job it's one of the hardest it's very hard wait can we Nick can you pull up those hold on pull those videos on the boat pull up those boat
01:49:51
Brian Atlasvideos wait there's I love how we can't answer my question about why I became a only fans talk nursing's the hardest job what about like underwater um uh what's it called so would you be able to hand
01:50:02
Darrahandle hand somebody they dying children you think that's hard or not emotionally mentally um physically educationally how do you think that's not hard you able to do it it's like so e difficult yeah difficult it's a hard job probably
01:50:16
Brian Atlasthat's another probably all the trauma that you see working that sort of job probably extends into the relationships that you have with men which actually you're arguing for my point for why
01:50:27
Brian Atlaswomen who are nurses can be a red flag because they're dealing with a lot of trauma in the workplace and that's going to have an impact in the relationship so there should be therapy for nurses you can get that on your own time
01:50:39
Darrabut it's not clear to me my insurance paper that the the insomnia I actually tried to get a sleep study they put me on ambient they a lot of stuff exhibit exhibit a red flag right I'm a red flag
01:50:51
Brian AtlasI mean by your own self- admission you're saying because of my work I'm passionate about what I do of my nurses here are the all the negative consequences that I've encountered in my personal consequences and a lot of men
01:51:03
Darradon't want to date women with that sort of baggage so why would anyone want to be a nurse should should we change this conversation not call nurses red flags it's very triggering to somebody like me where I want to actually take care of
01:51:16
Darrapeople I wanted to do better in life and I wanted to be this person that I wanted to work and and make a difference and I I get hit with that my ex-boyfriend one of my boyfriends left me because I would come home and I would cry and I would
01:51:28
Brian Atlastake my job home and I know you're stressed out or you're like irritated I'm irritated how can you say hold on wait wait wait okay wait just just let her finish so you would have a tough day