Gorlock The Destroyer RETURNS! Should Men Take A BULLET For A Girlfriend?! | Dating Talk #156
Date: 2024-04-29
Duration: 6h 55m
Guests
Brian AtlasIdentified Speakers
SPEAKER_02Michelle(guest)
SPEAKER_03Aurora/Avery/Bri/Payton(guest)
SPEAKER_05Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)(guest)
SPEAKER_06Liam Christopher(guest)
SPEAKER_11Q (The Quill)(guest)
SPEAKER_12Brian Atlas(host)
SPEAKER_14Lizzy(guest)
Key Moments
00:00:10
QuoteBrian Atlas opens show with standard intro
“welcome to the whatever dating Talk podcast where we try to make sense of the modern dating hellscape”
00:03:11
OtherAurora introduces herself — 18yo OnlyFans creator from LA ('Aurora in 4k')
“hi I'm Aurora also known as Aurora in 4k um I'm 18 I do only fans I turned 19 in like six days and I live in LA”
00:03:22
OtherAlly / Gorlock / Al Weezy introduces herself — returns one year after viral episode
“welcome back my name is Ally better known for alzy or gorlock we're embracing it at this point I'm 24 years old”
00:05:03
OtherOne-year anniversary of Ally's original viral Whatever appearance celebrated on-air
“today's actually the one year anniversary... it came up in my Snapchat memories and I was like oh my God it's been exactly a year”
00:06:18
OtherLizzy introduces herself — 35yo receptionist from Santa Clara, engaged
“hello uh I'm Lizzy I'm 35 uh from originally from Berkeley but currently in Santa Clara and I a receptionist”
00:06:29
OtherMichelle introduces herself — 34yo from Charlotte NC with Conservative Women of NC page
“welcome back I'm Michelle I'm 34 I live in Charlotte North Carolina and I have a page called conservative women of North Carolina”
00:06:48
OtherQ / The Quill introduces herself — just hit 100K YouTube subscribers
“qill 31 behavioral scientist certified relationship coach YouTuber just hit 100K Subs”
00:07:00
OtherLiam Christopher introduces himself and promotes iWant Gummies (50% off code 'whatever')
“me uh Liam Christopher 35 from Sydney New South Wales Australia I'm a digital growth hacker practitioner... code whatever you get 50% off the entire collection”
01:07:12
ControversyBrian states he would NOT take a bullet for a girlfriend/wife (title topic begins)
“I would not be willing in that scenario to take a bullet for her... I'll take it if people want to call me a beta male”
01:11:49
ControversyMichelle argues the man as leader must sacrifice to protect — taking a bullet is part of that role
“you're the leader in this soon to be marriage you need to prove to me that you can provide and protect for this family”
01:27:06
OtherAlly says she would take a bullet for a partner years into the relationship
“I believe in very much 50/50... I'm a very loyal person so absolutely I would”
01:41:30
ControversyBowing debate begins — Brian asks if women would bow to their husbands daily
“he just thinks it's cute and endearing... the submissive thing to do would be to Bow”
01:46:08
ControversyMichelle refuses to bow daily — argues it is ego-stroking without real meaning
“I do not give a [expletive]... I just I there's other things that I could do to make you happy”
02:06:12
OtherPayton (SPEAKER_03) says she would bow if man deserved it and it was what he wanted
“I would bow but like if he met my standards... if he wants me to Bow and tickles him then so be it”
02:08:12
ControversyBrian challenges: man expected to take bullet but woman won't do a 5-second bow — asymmetry
“he's willing to make the ultimate sacrifice and you're not even willing to make a minor sacrifice”
02:10:12
OtherBrian jokes about 10-year future homestead commune with crew: Joe, Gustavo, Madison, Nick
“here's where I see myself in 10 years Joe is my second in command Gustavo he's my consigliere... we have a militia”
02:50:24
OtherAlly self-rates 10 in looks — 'I'm still a fat 10, that has not changed'
“um I give myself an eight I'm still a fat [expletive] 10 I do not give a [expletive] that has not changed”
02:54:36
OtherLizzy self-rates 2 — says she looks more and more like Mrs. Claus
“I think I have a beautiful face... I look more and more like Mrs Claus by the day... I'd say my physical looks a two”
02:55:12
QuoteAlly argues self-10 rating is about carrying yourself with confidence, not claiming model looks
“I carry myself with such Grace confidence... to me that makes me a 10... everybody should have a similar mindset”
04:04:07
ControversyBrian calls OnlyFans + Christian identification a 'LARP' — wearing cross while shooting content
“it feels like you're LARPing as a Christian... you can't reconcile doing porn with the faith”
04:15:00
OtherAlly discusses her struggle with faith as a trans woman — Biblical contradiction of gender
“in the Bible it basically says like a man and woman's garments is prohibited basically and I'm a transwoman... that's where I struggle with my faith”
06:11:00
OtherQ cites 60,000-person study: average female lifetime body count is 4-7
“the average body count especially for women is somewhere for a lifetime between 4 and 7 based on a huge study like 60,000 people”
06:38:00
OtherBrian announces end of show; Q returning on Tuesday episode
“Q will be back again joining us any girls who want to be on the show DM whatever on Instagram”
Topics Discussed
00:00:10
Intro and guest introductions
Brian opens with announcements and show instructions. Guests introduce themselves: Aurora (18yo OnlyFans, LA), Ally/Gorlock (24yo trans woman), Avery Jenner (19yo OnlyFans, LA), Bri (31yo welder, Phoenix), Lizzy (35yo receptionist, Santa Clara, engaged), Michelle (34yo conservative page, Charlotte NC), Payton (26yo YouTuber, Charlotte NC), Q/Quill (31yo behavioral scientist, 100K YouTube), Liam Christopher (35yo entrepreneur, Sydney). Liam promotes iWant Gummies with code 'whatever' for 50% off. One-year Gorlock anniversary noted.
00:03:22
Gorlock return — one year anniversary and life update
Ally ('Gorlock the Destroyer' / Al Weezy) returns one year after viral original episode. Life changed significantly: received pink Range Rover from Steve, grew following, embraces name. Reacts to viral 3am Jack in the Box crying TikTok clip. Discusses staying single, meeting people organically, bad DM experience (UA guy asking for fake relationship for clout). Brian proposes with ring on-air (joke). BBL rumors denied. Only dates men.
00:09:30
Relationship status and history round
Each guest shares current relationship status and longest relationship. Lizzy is engaged. Michelle in 3-year relationship; previous 5-year relationship ended over kids disagreement. Ally is single; flings in past year. Payton in 3-year relationship. Aurora single; e-boyfriend broke up with her after last podcast appearance. Aurora's real-life body count (claimed 0) debated.
01:07:12
Should men take a bullet for a girlfriend?
Title topic. Brian states he would NOT take a bullet for a girlfriend or wife after only a year. Michelle argues the man as protector/leader must sacrifice for the woman. Q and Liam discuss the asymmetry of what each gender expects. Brian references 'bloodline' reasoning: surviving allows propagation. Ally says she would take a bullet for a partner years into the relationship. Extended debate on conditions, commitment depth, and chivalry obligations.
01:31:48
Brian's ideal type — looks and personality list
Brian reads from his prepared list of ideal partner qualities. Looks: any race, slight preference for white/Asian women, no plastic surgery (BBL, implants, lip filler, lipo), natural body. Personality: introverted, modest, low body count, no bars/clubs, submissive, loyal. World of Warcraft analogy: Asian women = 'best in slot' like human race for warrior/rogue.
01:41:30
Bowing / submission debate
Brian asks whether women would bow to their husbands daily as a gesture of submission. Aurora (SPEAKER_03) says no — it's ego-stroking without meaning. Michelle (SPEAKER_02) argues submission has deeper Biblical meaning; bowing is superficial. Payton says she would bow if the man deserved it and that's what he wanted. Brian argues: if a man is expected to take a bullet (sacrifice his life), a 5-second bow is a trivially small ask in comparison. Extended debate on Biblical submission frameworks.
02:08:12
Where do you see yourself in 10 years?
Chat question: where do you see yourself in 10 years? Brian jokes about his homestead commune with crew (Joe as second in command, Gustavo as consigliere, Madison/Nick roles). Panel mostly declines to answer the long horizon. Brian says he can't predict 3 weeks ahead, let alone 10 years.
02:50:24
Self-ratings round
Brian asks guests to rate looks 1-10 (Stiffler/chat question). Ally rates herself 10 ('fat 10, I don't give a [expletive]'). Lizzy rates herself 2. Others gave 8, 7, 6, 6, 5, 5 (attribution uncertain due to diarization). Extended debate on whether rating yourself a 10 is delusional vs. empowering. Ally argues it is about confidence and carrying yourself, not claiming model looks.
02:51:12
Drizzle drizzle / soft guy era trend
Lizzy explains the 'drizzle drizzle' trend: male version of 'sprinkle sprinkle' (women asking for gifts/money). Drizzle drizzle = men demanding princess treatment (Lambos, expensive dinners) as a satirical response to female entitlement. Brian discusses optimal relationship dynamic: woman chasing man is better than man chasing woman. Q agrees (asymmetric commitment in man's favor leads to better relationship stability).
04:04:07
OnlyFans vs. Christianity debate
Aurora and Avery both identify as Christian while running OnlyFans accounts. Brian argues this is LARPing as Christian; wearing a cross during content is disrespectful. Michelle (SPEAKER_02) explains authentic faith requires living out beliefs. Ally discusses her own struggle with faith as a trans woman and Biblical contradiction. Extended theological debate on sin, forgiveness, obedience, and reconciling identity with faith.
06:11:00
Body count discussion
Q cites study (~60,000 participants): average female lifetime body count 4-7. Payton argues there is nuance — age matters (10 bodies at 19 is different from 10 at 40). Q argues desirable men will have higher counts; women should have realistic expectations. Discussion of whether men requesting low body count are themselves under 10.
Transcript
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03:46:01
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)here you should prob you should probably tell him your trans before Catching Feelings before you get your ass ass beat so at the time I was like I said I was really young right here these are a lot
03:46:13
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)older videos sure um I used to think like it was kind of cool not cool but like I there's like this thing in like the trans Community where like girls
03:46:23
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)kind of used to stay stealth and not tell them their secrets um My Views have completely changed on that um 100% I
03:46:32
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)feel like you need to be 100% honest um about your situation um and everything like that okay I agree with that
03:46:42
Brian Atlasum yeah and it was just so fun sure is that it Nick okay one oh what the a I was a baby I was 13 yeah this is on your
03:46:52
Brian AtlasTik wait what does it say to all the [ __ ] who bullied him oh I love seeing you in her DMS yes
03:47:00
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)so Savage yeah one of my bullies like slid into my DMs schol reallying a boy yeah young boy school when I was little gay not in FL middle school but when I
03:47:11
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)was like a gay boy Middle School um I was really [ __ ] bullied and I think that's why like I'm I have the mindset that I do today cuz I went through a lot of [ __ ] when I was younger um I think like the worst thing was like do you
03:47:23
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)guys remember when like combat boots were a trend like in 2013 2014 I had begged my [ __ ] parents like can you please get me these boots please get me these boots and um they got me like a really expensive pair of like3 $400
03:47:35
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)boots and I used to always work out with the girls in gym but I always I was I had to change out with the boys for obvious reasons and um I remember I went
03:47:45
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)back into the locker room and my boots were like thrown in the toilet they had a bunch of [ __ ] on them like anything
03:47:54
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)that you can think of that was thrown on my boots they were ruined and um yeah like they they [ __ ] up my [ __ ] and I don't remember what exactly what
03:48:05
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)the school did but I just remember them like changing my schedule and uh but yeah but I'm very as sad as it is I'm very grateful that I've had the that things like to happen to me it's
03:48:17
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)very sad that they did but I have a very [ __ ] good head on my shoulders now and that's why I think that's where I think the confidence comes from that's where like a lot of my personality comes
03:48:27
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)from because I I went through so much as a kid and I refuse to any let anybody affect me in that way anymore and it is what it is ttch yeah really quick guys go to twitch.tv/ whatever drop us a
03:48:40
Brian Atlasfollow in the prime sub if you're watching if you're over on YouTube drop us a follow twitch.tv/ whatever ever if you're on Twitch just drop us a little follow if you can and if you have a prime sub drop us a prime sub uh last two things with you then I'm going to
03:48:51
Brian Atlasget to everybody else's notes are you down for us to react to the viral Al Weezy X whatever podcast
03:49:03
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)memes yeah to get your reaction to it yeah honestly there's a bunch there's like fifo there's Optimus Prime I didn't hear that long there's a bunch of them let's watch it we we'll do the two main ones they're iconic in the private chat
03:49:15
Brian Atlasplease and go full screen on them audio this from the original one we'll do uh yeah this is from the first episode that either one this is from a year ago uh could you uh hold on just one second I think this is when I was going through
03:49:28
Backgroundmy eagl face cuz I had a purple hair put this on the other side yeah Big's fine yes hi I'm Kiko I'm
03:49:36
Background23 uh I go to UCSB and I also bartend my name is Optimus Prime we are autonomous iotic organisms from the planet
03:49:47
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)Cybertron do you want know something iic hair flip do you know something iconic I was supposed to be aous prime for Halloween last year but like I couldn't find I could not find a [ __ ] costume designer to like figure it out yeah so
03:50:00
Brian Atlasyeah I was going be a TR for Halloween last year that that would have been that iconic literally okay lower the volume a little
03:50:11
Brian Atlasbit Nick cuz it was a bit peeking uh we you have the other one if you want to give your react to that one yeah let's watch it uh all right whenever yeah you can leave
03:50:21
Backgroundit there whenever you're ready hi I'm Kiko I'm 23 uh I go to UCSB and I also
03:50:32
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)bartend I'm [ __ ] [Music] dead [ __ ] um yeah so mean yeah dude the
03:50:44
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)internet's [ __ ] you know what's crazy is like it wasn't even like a day it wasn't even like a day after the podcast and that those both of those videos were out already wow what did you think when
03:50:54
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)you first saw that sorry S I was so [ __ ] overwhelmed cuz like it was this was the first ever social media thing I had ever did I think at the time I had like yeah I had never done a podcast I had never done is this all from him
03:51:07
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)finding you in the back of the tuxi video that's s yeah I I had never done any kind of social media thing so when um Brian invited him and I was like you know what like I maybe it's time I I try something and I did it and I had no idea
03:51:21
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)it was going to take off the way that it did or anything like that um so it it was surprising but when you first saw those what what was your instant reaction like you know you said it
03:51:32
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)happened the day after the podcast like what were your feelings about that um that's a really good question from what I remember I just remember feeling like kind of like I thought they was like stupid obviously cuz like I can I can
03:51:44
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)take a but I think what I was really like stunned by was the um like amount of attention that I got because I I I had I had a following already but it was
03:51:56
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)nowhere I was nowhere near getting that amount of attention um on the internet yeah so it was I had to kind of take a step back and be like okay you expect
03:52:06
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)people to talk [ __ ] you know this is what you're signing up for what are you going to do about it you could either cry like a [ __ ] and get off the
03:52:15
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)internet or you can like Triumph off of this and I'm really glad that I chose to take the high road and just be like you know what it is what it is you're going
03:52:26
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)to [ __ ] call me whatever the [ __ ] it is you want to call me but yeah yeah I'm like I wasn't I don't know at least that's from what I remember I just remember being very overwhelmed at the amount of attention that I was getting you kind of got to roll with the meme
03:52:38
Brian Atlasthough because on one hand it's like poking fun at you a little bit but also like I do think the amount of virality and attention it got
03:52:49
Brian Atlasyou the payoff is yeah it was crazy cuz I I I don't agree though if like I know for you I think you probably talked about this like you probably got nasty DMS and messages and people are making
03:53:00
Brian Atlasfun of you don't agree with that but like I mean I've been memd like so many times like I get on Twitter I get blasted everywhere and like I think sometimes you just roll with it and you're like hey yeah I kind of have to
03:53:13
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)step into the ality where like it is what it is and like I can't really change anything about what people say MH and I'm really glad that I did because it gave me the opportunities oh tilt the mic down a bit just yeah it's like sorry I was like holding it like this you can
03:53:26
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)you can keep holding it I think that was actually perfect my hand was oh okay yeah that's fine um but yeah I'm just I'm glad that it is what it is um I'm really glad I came on here a year ago cuz well we're we're glad to have you
03:53:38
Brian Atlasback and we were glad to have you then thank you so much for having me and uh actually a lot of people gave you a lot of credit because there there was like some heated exchanges on the podcast and you're actually a very good sport and I actually I definitely commend you for
03:53:50
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)that so uh and I still stand by a lot of the [ __ ] that I said on that like I really don't it's not that I don't care but like I can't judge somebody for having certain outlooks on things sure
03:54:03
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)why because we all come from different backgrounds we all come from different upbringings religions races Etc I'm nobody to judge anybody on where they come from and how what is they choose to
03:54:14
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)believe because at the end of the day like that's who they are that's who they who they were brought up as I was brought up Catholic Christian and I have
03:54:23
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)a lot of certain beliefs that I agree with still too um but it is what it is like I'm nobody to [ __ ] judge anybody from where they come from or anything like that sorry I wasn't laughing at you
03:54:36
Brian Atlasthere was like a chat there was a chat targeted to Joe and he just had to walk why did you walk off Joe told him to let Joe come on all right
03:54:48
Brian Atlashere I'll get into some of my other pre-show notes let's see here we're going to start with Avery go to Avery uh let's see you wanted to talk about uh something about
03:54:59
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytoncucking yes okay what do you want to what's there like I genuinely get like an adrenaline rush from that like both ways what being tattoo being CED and
03:55:10
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytongetting people being cued for you yep like my significant other or like me like him watching me yeah really so the [ __ ] what I'm being so serious too I've never seen this I've never heard this
03:55:22
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytongot it like the tattoo look you see it that's iconic I don't know if they can see that is hectic she does I'm like a yeah I really get an adrenaline rush and it's like
03:55:34
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)what fun boost the audio what does that mean I I'm sorry someone who enjoys like watching um their woman get [ __ ] someone who enjoys watching like no it's a
03:55:45
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonhectic tattoo it says C why would that's crazy why wait that looks like an F is it it's I got I got one with her but it
03:55:57
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytondoesn't say C say wait into the camera show it what do yours say it says it's kind of faded cuz I got it is mine still that mine says [ __ ] F
03:56:09
Brian Atlas[ __ ] what does that mean hold on hold on hold on show it to the camera one more time just so this is wild wait and
03:56:19
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonit says what come how do you spell it c u m m y it was like a like a um a nickname that my e boyfriend gave me
03:56:29
Brian AtlasKami yeah so you guys are basically cing come yo I'm sending the asteroid on this one bro did you know this saying what the
03:56:41
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonthis is and you're a virgin yeah and and you have C on your tattooed on your that my e boyriend would call me so I got it tattooed but like we broke up so like now it's just kind of Point hold on let's do a poll we're doing a poll uh
03:56:54
Brian Atlasactually I it's too complicated for me to get this set up have you seen come in real life bro you made Q walk off the show's going to De he was like there's
03:57:05
Brian Atlasno way have you seen what do Kevin Samuel say you can't make this [ __ ] up this is the best podcast I've ever seen let alone Bor
03:57:14
Backgroundit's just got everything one could want this is Haram um I just got to do that hold on I'm with
03:57:25
Brian Atlasyou it's ridiculous mental drill she's so you're are you still asserting that you're a virgin yeah have you seen a dick before in real life I mean um what
03:57:35
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonthe okay how was that experience um it was awesome but I didn't touch it okay did it Snee milk or anything um no I
03:57:45
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonjust I don't know remember she's 19 she's 19 Liam yeah what's the LA over here is that illegal teen te is that legal oh no I just don't understand the
03:57:55
Liam Christopherlaw is that is legal the LA okay so just to be clear you can you can't drink but you can do that mhm okay but you can't drive you can drive okay but you can't
03:58:06
Brian Atlasvote you can vote vote okay all right all right Jesus I'm trying to understand okay um I mean it's logically uh I suppose you
03:58:17
Brian Atlascould be a virgin it's just like so dubious you have Kami on your tattooed on your lower lip you doing on the mic what on the
03:58:28
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonmicrophone not in real life like what are you even saying are you okay are you like straight I don't eat dat anymore I don't have e sex anymore either so what does
03:58:39
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonsquirting on the mic mean s squirting on the mic this is what you do for you're live you're streaming is this no no no no I just this is my this is like my sex life oh okay so this is like not like
03:58:50
Brian Atlasthis is your e boyfriend okay no not anymore but that's what you would do yeah don't they those little lip tattoos they disappear after like a year or something they fade really already
03:59:01
Brian Atlaslikeing doesn't it hurt though to get your lip drunk and it's fun yeah my friend so you have a did you get those
03:59:10
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytontattoos just for the whatever podcast no no we got them just like a week ago for the whatever no we got them at a party a month and a half ago you got tatted at a
03:59:21
Brian Atlasparty what kind of part R's party we'll talk about we'll talk about that which one oh no that's okay cool um
03:59:29
Brian Atlaswait so you actually you have a thing for getting cucked yes I do it like why would you get that tattoo these girls are full of [ __ ] on everything I got it tatted I'm like so serious about it too
03:59:43
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonlike like out of any just because you get something tatted on you that lasts a little bit of sorry supped meaning it has meaning you guys are you guys are full of [ __ ] so what do you like about this cuz like also this is like the
03:59:53
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonfirst time I'm hearing about this is new to me i' I've never heard about this so what is it that like is that you you like about this so much I'm it like
04:00:04
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonturns me on like I like you're getting up to screw are you having sex with someone else or are you having sex with your boyfriend someone else my the guy that I'm talking to or my significant other like watches me get like okay so
04:00:17
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonbasically what happened like this guy literally that I used to talk to he paid me like $5,000 to and I like didn't I used to not be into it like at all is that
04:00:27
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonprostitution no to pay you no I was like I was down too and then I was like oh [ __ ] like this is something that I'm like really into so he paid you money but that's not I'm I'm just I no idea I'm genuinely asking that's not
04:00:39
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonprostitution if he pays you money to have sex I mean I guess it is but like I don't know okay no I'm I'm I'm just wondering I've i' it's like I don't know it's like King okay like turns me on
04:00:51
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonlike I like when my significant other watches me like get [ __ ] by one of his friends fascinating
04:00:59
Liam Christopherwhat wait like a guy [ __ ] another guy what wait what do you mean no no two guys what the hell I think I
04:01:11
Liam Christopherthink I think you mean me your guy being with another female girl yeah yeah like him with another girl or me with another guy and then the other person watching what about your guy with another guy so you're are you a c yes I'm a CU Queen I
04:01:24
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)thought this was like one of those things where it was like um I want to have a boyfriend who has a who also has a boyfriend but we shareed like it's like it's like this video of a girl that I seen where it's basically she has two
04:01:35
Brian Atlasboyfriends and their boyfriends as well that's crazy oh no no none of that maybe like we can add a girlfriend but not two guys that's we have big sass energy if I could will any reality into existence I
04:01:47
Brian Atlaswould be watching this pot at home with Liam and Avery and we'd be a little high what the Liam and Avery oh wait who's which one's Avery that's Avery oh me wait oh wow okay we just that's
04:02:00
Brian Atlasinteresting I don't smoke weed so I don't know if I could participate you know yeah all right let's see what else uh what was your pregnancy thing from last show you want to like get pregnant
04:02:10
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonis that your Kink yes yes I love pregnancy I think it would look pregnant and I want a bunch of kids so question when you you you want
04:02:21
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonto be a mother I think that's great that's amazing the I think motherhood is the best thing ever what does that look like for you in terms of what you're doing now cucking so like would you still participate in that when you're when you're like going through when
04:02:34
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonyou're pregnant when you're a mother would you then stop that when you have a child um no okay so probably not okay so that would just be a continuous thing yeah yeah I probably cuck on live long
04:02:46
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonis that like the motto keep cucking hell yeah when does the when did this start like the the cucking when this guy that I was talking to paid me 5,000 how much did your guy pay for your
04:02:59
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonlip tattoo wait what do you mean so you know you got that oh I got it for free I did it for free really we got that for free a guy paid me to get cucked basically no
04:03:09
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonno one paid me to get for free really yeah oh okay but we paid to get them they were like 40 bucks wait so would you get cucked for free or only for
04:03:19
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonmoney um yes I would get cucked for free oh so you like genuinely enjoy it yes that's why I got it tatted on my lip how
04:03:28
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonmany kids do you want to have um I don't know maybe like 5 to 10 yeah oh that's a lot yeah I mean I have five siblings so I grew up with a big family and it's so
04:03:39
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonfun yeah so I want the same experience for my kids how how do you think your kids would feel about the cucking and the what your work does now I'm like just asking I don't post like cucking okay um so
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonyou're not going to read like cuck bedtime stories my kids would know about my sex them into bed so this is not anywhere on the internet like it's not only fans no no so this you do it
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonprivately yes okay do you do only fans as well yeah okay okay wait so you do do only fans I do only fans I don't do cing on only fans how do you think your
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonchildren would feel about only fans um I think they're gonna be like damn like good for you Mom if if you had a daughter if you had a daughter would you be okay with your daughter doing only
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonfans I mean my mom like wants to start an only fans and like I support her I think it's like a woman empowerment thing I think everyone should have an only fans what is the empowerment part um just like yeah you're like a bad
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Payton[ __ ] like what makes it what makes you a bad [ __ ] from doing it you look good and guys are paying to like jerk off like your bikini pics like so the empowerment is men jerking off to your
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonbikini pics sure okay like getting to the bag like getting the bag is is women empowerment I wouldn't care if my mom did only fans would you care if your
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytondaughter did I don't know I don't think so well what's the most you what's the most you've made in a day I Haven it what's that I haven't really thought of that like what I would think of my daughter
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytondoing an 18-year-old daughter hypothetically and men are paying her thousands of dollars to jerk off to her body on the internet I wouldn't let her do like porn but I don't think I would care if she did only fans same what's
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonthe difference um cuz on only fans you can do whatever you don't have to like even be nude like you can just do you can just chat with people on there you have like fans just Gerald
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytondonated $200 what the actual cuck is going on right now so you guys don't do nude content on only fans I do partially that doesn't really answer the
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Michellequestion then how and you have sex online with men no like you said you that's not my you 100 body count right that's not my job though it's I don't do
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonit for a living oh that's free yes okay what if you're what if your daughter like really enjoyed being cooked I'd be like oh my God we're twins but would you genuinely are you
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonjust saying that as a front like I no like I'm that de like that's what you like personally like that's just somebody's if she's when she's grown like when she's 18 and over if that's what she likes like hey Mom I like that
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/PaytonI'll be like okay you think her father would be supportive of this as well um I know like it's your father like you guys are ask you think that's going to be a conflict raising it you said you want to have a lot of children well I I I never
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonsaid like my daughter was going to like getting cucked well you said I mean if she does if you're doing it and your mom's doing it it seems It's generational perhaps I mean as a father you can't tell your daughter what Kinks you're like you should have or not like
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonthat's just weird and maybe like the father will also like like he's into the same stuff as me so he won't see it as as much as an issue okay do your
04:06:52
Michellesiblings are they supportive of what you do or are any of them um my little brother like gets like made fun of at
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonschool oh no um why are you laughing about it my little brother friend I'm Hot For Me H um having an O but my siblings like my sisters they they like
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Michellethey don't really care they were like oh yeah like we saw it coming do they bully him or just make fun of him like what did they do they call you names in front to him and degrade you in front of him
04:07:25
Michelleat school do you know what they're saying to him well half of them are like subscribe to me and like pay for my stuff so I don't know do you do you care that it affects him and basically for
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonthe rest of his life his childhood I I don't think he like cries about it like it's not that deep have you talked to him about this before yeah we've talked about it has he open up to you how he feels about the bullying and
04:07:50
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonhow he feels about you doing that and his friends following you yeah you you've asked him so like what is is he like supportive of it then he's he's okay he like supports it like is he doing it for for to make you happy is he
04:08:03
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonsaying yes this doesn't bother me because I am sacrificing for you or does it do you think it genuinely doesn't bother him because he could just be sacrificing I mean I don't really think
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonit bothers him like that much like the bullying how old is he I'm 17 okay how's the money good yeah how good it's good
04:08:23
Liam Christopheryou allowed to say your biggest day um I don't know actually I don't know your mouth says no but your eyes say yes what's your biggest day you've had on o in terms of cash you allowed to say how
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonmuch we made in a day just out of curiosity say like higher or lower yeah say okay go like figure wise okay higher higher or lower than 40 Grand lower okay
04:08:47
Liam Christopherin a day or in a mon in a day in a day yeah lower okay let's let's make it a month higher or lower than 50,000 in a month she just started keep going guys keep going yeah yeah higher or lower
04:08:57
Liam Christopherthan 50,000 in a month um it's like per month under 10k okay and um Rory I can see you seeing yourself in the mirror what you keep looking at yourself oh no I was just okay higher higher or lower
04:09:08
Michellethan 50,000 a month um lower we both just started oh you just started right um so I have a question what is the the best thing that comes out of this
04:09:19
Michelleprofession would you say F it's Finance yeah okay what are there any downfalls any negatives that so far that you've been doing it for a month or whatever any negatives that you have experienced
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonyeah of course so many people have stuff to say like I've lost friends because of it like people be like oh like you're a [ __ ] you have no self resect for yourself but I don't know like this is something that like I would to do and if
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/PaytonI was comfortable I wouldn't be doing it like I'm sticking to my morals and I know not everyone's like super proud of me but I'm making money and way more than I was when I was working at Jersey
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonmiks what morals so what morals are you sticking to um like I'm not having sex or like sucking dick on only fans or
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Q (The Quill)like any of that it's more just like pictures and like yeah have you you minimize you take like the easy way out you just taking advantage of
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonyou getting as much as you can for as little I mean yeah have you thought about the long-term impact of this career yeah like if if you want to ever step out of this profession content
04:10:25
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytoncreating in any genre is very very hard and if you did ever want to switch to a different profession have you thought about the impact that this will have on your future and perhaps your children's future it's a good question I don't see
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonmyself doing anything else like I can't I don't want to like work I want to like retire before I'm like 22 have you thought that you know if you want to be a mother and you want to have children have you ever thought how that will affect them that their mom has done
04:10:49
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonsomething like this I mean kids can just search your name on the internet and see all of this and I mean like her brother's getting bullied at school and she just like she said she just started
04:11:00
Michellethis or emotionally um would you say there are any downsides to like what's happening with your brain and how you're connecting with people are you having to like put a cold front and disconnect
04:11:13
Liam Christophermost when you're talking to these people I don't think they care not at all no I enjoy talking to them have you ever had any like negative experiences in the industry like the talent industry cuz you know you go to a lot of parties
04:11:26
Liam Christopherand guys will try and kind of take advantage of the O situation or like use you to gain like status in that world or try and get you into their talent agency as well does that happen to you guys people just think we're crazy like one
04:11:37
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytontime we were at this party and this guy like took us both to the bathroom and just like whipped his dick out and like we were both just sitting there like what do we do that's horrible was weird
04:11:47
TTSyeah this was this in Hollywood yeah like kind of sexual harassment yeah yeah he was like a famous guy too big S energy donated
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TTS$200 LOL at ruining a relationships with family and friends for less than 10K a month absolute D gen loser short-term gain for long-term loss Avery I don't
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonthink that that you're a loser but I think that this like decision that you have has long-term impacts that maybe haven't been really thought about because I mean it is hard to like make a decision right now and understand what
04:12:20
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonthe long-term consequences like you guys are young and that does take a lot of cognitive ability like I'm 26 years old and like it took me a while to be able
04:12:31
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonto see what my decisions had impact on in my future when I was making decis decisions in my early 20s I was a completely different person and it took me a while to be able to have that ability to think about what my life is
04:12:44
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytongoing to look like in the future and I just I want to bring awareness to that because I think you guys are beautiful smart girls you are and you guys seem like you have great hearts and I want you to know that you are worth way more
04:12:55
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonthan $10,000 a month way more you don't you're worth way more than men watching you have sex with other guys I mean even if that's if you if you like that you like that but I just want you to know
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonthat you guys deserve so much more than that well they're not going to change they absolutely can change they just started too wait what did they
04:13:15
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)say they said it's o o is empowering for all women absolutely not can I add on to that what she was saying this kind of reminds me of like what like the videos that I seen right now of like reflecting
04:13:27
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)like all the stupid jokes that I would make or like recording scenarios that I was in I was in my early 20s I was 19 and I I can see where you guys are coming from with the almost like the
04:13:39
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)like as you get older you become I guess a lot more wiser and you're like [ __ ] I have done that they're like what is how is this going to reflect like future things that I have coming up so I
04:13:50
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)completely see that and I think um I fully support you guys are only fans girls like yes [ __ ] get your bag um I just I I just I do I I just really understand where you guys are coming
04:14:02
Michellefrom without that because I feel like with age comes a not I don't want to say maturity but you just have different outlooks on things yeah we we've both made mistakes and oh my gosh you know all sorts of mistakes and so and looking
04:14:16
Michelleback you know we've had to deal with shame and the guilt that comes from those mistakes that are deep I mean deep where you don't even want to face it but then now you know we're we're living in better times where we feel Redemption
04:14:28
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonand you know better days ahead or whatever we just talked about this today like we have like it's not like we were always like this like I have a past of I participated in hookup culture I was not always this way and like now I'm 26
04:14:41
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonyears old and I look back and I wish wish I made better decisions like because I did not see at the time that there was going to be long-term consequences to my decisions and now I must deal with that especially at 19 you
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytondon't I don't think you I mean some some 19y olds might be able to see yeah in the future but like you said even looking back at your Tik toks like you said that they were from like a few years ago you said looking back at those you didn't want to play that because
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonyou're different you've changed and I admire that you've had a growth and you can look at something like that and be like you know what I'm a changed person so I mean even just a like a few years a few short Years A lot can happen in like
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytontwo years yeah and so it's like this content that you're putting out there is very it's forever online it's forever well I've really been like enjoying life since I started only fans I think my life has like changed from it in like
04:15:28
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonsuch a positive way and I've been like having like so much fun and I think it's I think it's amazing I think it's a blessing same it made us friends and met
04:15:38
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonmet many met like only fans management like and she's my best friend like and we have so much fun together and like we're only 19 whatever but like I'm having the time of my life I mean you guys would probably still be best friends even if you didn't do the same
04:15:52
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonprofession right I mean it brought you guys together but it doesn't mean that that is going to hold you together and so I just want you guys to know that we friends only because we both do only fans but yeah yeah I just think that like I I need like you guys know that no
04:16:05
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonmatter what like that is just what brought you together but that doesn't have to be like what keeps you together no not at all but I'm just saying that only fans like ever since I started doing it I've been having the time of my life so so
04:16:18
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonbesides the money like you said you have fun doing it is there any other like things that drive you to have this career um is it all about the fun money be like working a 9 to5 I don't want to
04:16:30
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytongo to college and like get like go to college for four years for something I might not even do in the future like I think that's ridiculous which is what happens to a lot of people and I don't want to waste my time and money doing that but you said you are looking for a
04:16:42
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonrich man like you said that that was your type so if you are looking for a rich man you don't even need this kind of profession to make all this money cuz you are saying that it is for the money but essentially that's not even your own
04:16:52
TTSgoal just Gerald donated $200 for the whole panel if your future kids turned out to be like you doing what you're doing would you be happy for them it's a good question we'll go
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonaround the table go ahead I think we already talked about this um did we was this asked no I don't think so okay no I just I think we already I think we already talked about this I don't think
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonyou were here but um if my like daughter wanted to do only fans um I wouldn't like I would be I wouldn't care unless she was doing porn I would not want her to do
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonporn I mean which I don't think is the same as only fans would only fans be a gateway to porn um it is but like you don't have to do porn on only
04:17:40
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonfans you don't have to do porn on only fans but they might be tempted like you said it's a Gateway so there's a lot of Temptation around that and usually do
04:17:50
Michelleyou want your children to do drugs likein why would I want my kids to do drugs what if they were doing a gateway drug to harder drugs would you tell them to stop I mean like what's a gateway drug
04:18:03
Brian Atlasweed yes um hold on I got to move this on um would you if your future kids turns out to be like you doing what you're doing would you be happy for them absolutely abolutely i' probably give a little more
04:18:13
Lizzybetter advice but yeah yes absolutely if she was like me now yes
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Brian Atlaswhen I was your age no yes yes 100% [ __ ] yes I might be the only did everybody answer yes I might be the only
04:18:31
Brian Atlasdissenting person really on this to be honest uh dude I wouldn't want my son doing this [ __ ] no offense like [ __ ] twice
04:18:40
Brian Atlasa week talking to no offense to the panel here bro this is [ __ ] brutal doing this [ __ ] show um obviously I'm very grateful for all the viewers and
04:18:51
Brian Atlaseverything but like damn bro it's [ __ ] drama doing this internet [ __ ] especially when you're talking about controversial stuff got [ __ ] haters people trying to cancel you people like
04:19:03
Brian AtlasI got like the amount every single week there's some new [ __ ] drama that I'm dealing with and obviously to some degree like I invite that I no I'm not
04:19:13
Brian Atlaswillingly I don't want that but like by simp by virtue of doing what I do it it does invite that sort of [ __ ] um so uh what if they had that same work ethic
04:19:25
Brian Atlasthat you had in a different industry yeah I mean they could even do content creation but I definitely wouldn't want my son like arguing with [ __ ] people no I'd be like bro just be he'll be an athlete I want him to be an
04:19:38
Brian Atlasathlete or some [ __ ] like that's actually like I don't know be an athlete music or like if you're going to do content creation like make Minecraft videos like [ __ ] this [ __ ] yeah keep yourself credit on the work e think man come on I like your honesty though for
04:19:51
Brian Atlasreal no well I mean I'm just being honest I bro the me doing this like like fighting against sort of the narratives
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Brian Atlasin society like being U making criticisms of feminism bro it doesn't invite like that's that's not
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Brian Atlasideal I guess I don't know it's not like energizing yeah it's not exactly like inviting a bunch of like positive things into my life I'm going to be Point Blank honest like if you go up against the Goliath that is feminism and you go up
04:20:26
Brian Atlasagainst the status quo and you go again up against mainstream narratives yeah they're going to [ __ ] Target you in a various ways just people in general are going to have like you're going to have a Target on your back and uh yeah I wouldn't want that for my son he can be
04:20:39
Michellean athlete or some [ __ ] or do you know I don't know like I said make some [ __ ] Minecraft videos or I don't know if you could change anything about the show then today what would you change then
04:20:49
Brian Atlaswhat would I change about the show today uh to make it better for you that's hold on that's funny you say that that's impossible to make it better for
04:20:59
Brian Atlasme um okay well I could do like the same like the [ __ ] kind of show that Ryan does which is basically like simp for [ __ ]
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytono chicks and porn girls or whatever and like how the most superficial shallow conversations and just basically glaz porn stars but um yeah I mean he loves and supports sex workers and I think
04:21:21
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonthat's great I mean like sex workers wouldn't even be a thing without like men what I don't know like we just I don't know I think like it's great and he supports it and he's making money from
04:21:34
Brian Atlasit like I love Ryan I love watching his podcast um does he manage o girls no does does he do anything on o no no he doesn't he have like his off thing I
04:21:44
Brian Atlasthink his his podcast does pillow talk but so they shoot shoot with girls um I'm not sure I haven't looked on only fans at that yeah if anybody who's watching this I guess he's got the
04:21:57
Brian Atlaspodcast this guy was talking mad [ __ ] about me the other day and then I challenged him to a debate and he said yes so we're going to date him or date watch out
04:22:09
Brian AtlasRyan hey me and Ryan are gonna get along you know what I mean but uh sus uh no I'm gonna do debate with this dude on I guess his he want a debate on the
04:22:19
Brian Atlascriticisms of the whatever podcast and also on sex work so uh yeah but actually he was pretty uh he was pretty uh thrown out the personal insults a little bit so
04:22:31
Brian Atlaswhen's this happening uh I'm going to aim for May but I mean like sounds like it's going to be a bang on you gonna have him here you're gon to go to his uh we'll have him come here you going to STP up with more security it's not we're
04:22:41
Brian Atlasnot going to fight I know I'm just we're going to have like a hopefully a uh has he agreed to do it he bro I'm not we're going to do it live he doesn't have a live setup he's all
04:22:51
Brian Atlaspre-recorded there's no I'm not doing a pre-recorded debate on an opposition's Channel we'll do it live on my channel where there you can't cut [ __ ] out it's going to be live nothing's gone so Props too for taking the debate and props for
04:23:05
Brian Atlasthe op to coming to the debate because it takes bulls and B well I'm not convinced he's actually going to accept the debate because he's not I'm not even really a debater but he's not a debater at all so um let me read a couple chats
04:23:16
Brian Atlasso we have killer of Serial empowerment is being able to be a m Mom raise kids be a loyal respected wife in your community and family raising your kids successfully by keeping them away from
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Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)self-loathing debaucherous Behavior oh this is about the women empowerment thing the women who said it was empowering to do o it is disin
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Brian AtlasVal you're too far from the mic it is it's empowering yeah okay uh all right we have David trec the blonde or Rory
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonyou read this um the blond is easily 25 what does that mean means you could be 25 years old I guess I means you look 25 want to hear more from the redhead
04:23:58
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonpeople are cracking up here what is the wait what is their ideal man on panel 6f poor 59 x seal with an AA and money
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonwith I did not understand what that just said six foot poor man where who are they asking like are you choosing looks or are you choosing the redhead want
04:24:32
Michelleneeds St or are you choosing the behavior and money um to me or to everybody since want to hear more from 59 5'9 and
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Brian AtlasRich word I'm still I'm still trying to figure out what's going on with [ __ ] streamlabs this is ridiculous I have no idea why it's not working it's so frustrating yeah PayPal's working no
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonhold on actually credit cards are working who would you rather date five 59 or six 6 foot po or 5'9 X seal like an X Navy SEAL X Navy SEAL all all day
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytona military man I've dated military man before and they're the best love that okay
04:25:21
Brian Atlasagreed did did you guys answer over here Navy SEAL yep Navy SEAL Navy SEAL okay cool uh let me get through we got a lot of notes to get through so I'll try to do it as quick as possible um going back
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Brian Atlasto Avery uh do we pull up I feel like I should pull it up for context do we pull it
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Brian Atlasup yeah um so you saw the thing with Ryan what was your notes on that uh no I already I already said it
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Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonlike I I like his show and I love how he like supports sex workers I think it's great didn't you do a video with him um
04:26:01
Brian Atlasyeah we did a skit pretty oh was a skit yeah okay like the interview I saw it it's pretty degenerate but I saw it um
04:26:12
Liam Christopherno he we're friends and I love his podcast no I know the skit was degenerate I don't even know what that means what was a skit it means bad it means bad why basically means
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Brian Atlasdir okay um hold on what were your notes on the whole thing though Avery what do you mean your note
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Brian Atlasthe lag is gone um very sorry guys you know he [ __ ] Communications all scuffed all right uh I'm trying to remember where we were
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Brian Atlashere yes okay so Avery had something to say about what was it oh okay Ryan doesn't like you and is proud of sex workers and doesn't like
04:30:50
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonhow you hate on them yes do I hate on do I hate on sex workers yes okay give me an example yes you do um give me an example I don't know like last time you
04:31:01
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonor we were here you were like basically saying how like cuz we said like we're Christian you were like no you're not Christian cuz you guys do only fans but I just with that and I don't know you just like don't support it and you've
04:31:14
Brian Atlasmade it very clear well like you make fun of girls that do sex work or only fans okay but so if the book says X and you are
04:31:24
Brian Atlascontravening what the book says how is it hating how's it even hating on sex workers to point out I I wouldn't even have to be a Christian to point out like if you claim to be a Christian but you
04:31:36
Brian Atlasdo XYZ that are against the Christian faith well how's that even hating on you the Bible that you can't do only fans I don't know I had only fans back in those days just just to be clear to everybody
04:31:49
Brian AtlasI don't think Jesus was checking his iPhone to see this so it's not in the Bible to okay let's
04:31:59
Brian Atlasjust call it sex work or how about let's use the word lust how about that is lust one of the seven deadly sins yeah okay so by virtue of you doing only fans is
04:32:10
Brian Atlasthat creating lust um no hold on just think that question through again in your head and then just
04:32:19
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonreans it the correct way maybe maybe I guess what would it be creating if not
04:32:27
Michellelust I mean I don't like I'm not like selling my body physically you you said you you took
04:32:39
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Payton$55,000 that was that was different I'm not like out on the street like prostituting and stuff but it's maybe you're not walking the streets but because now it's
04:32:50
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonvirtual yeah I don't know yeah I love only fans so didn't you say menking off empowering yes that L that's lust that's eliciting
04:33:01
Michellelust I guess I'm still like Christian though I so okay so hold on I'm trying to think here are you a nominal Christian like in title only or do you not practice it maybe um no I went to
04:33:13
Michellechurch school like growing up like I now bapti right now are you practicing your faith yes so you're reading the Bible
04:33:23
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonyes I yes and I go to church and I pray before after the C cooking oh my God that's just a king it's just like that's just like a
04:33:35
Michelleking like that's not so like God talks a lot about sexual immorality and not doing that and to save sex you know for marriage um
04:33:45
Michellebecause it's a very intimate bond with a a person with a the other person that's the most intimate and it's supposed to be in addition to the marriage um and he
04:33:57
Michellesays to respect your your body because it's a temple and it's holy and he's paid you for a PR with at a price um do you feel like you're abiding by those things that God says I mean I don't he's
04:34:09
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonprobably not like the most proud of me but I don't have like like a ton of bodies and I don't just like wait how many do you have um like I don't know I think you said it last show so just restated no I don't remember to be
04:34:21
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonhonest I lost count after your body count yes like after 19 I'm 19 so you lost count of your body count after 20 yeah but it's nothing over it's not like
04:34:32
Brian Atlassuper high well sure it could be higher but I mean at 19 it's losing count after 20 that's that's up there yeah I guess
04:34:42
Michelledo you feel like you respect your body more by giving it free to to men or do you feel you respect your body do you like do you feel like you
04:34:55
Michellerespect your body by giving it to men for money um no I I don't think it's even she's like what the [ __ ] do you feel like you respect your body more by
04:35:05
Michellegiving it to men for sex why is that is that confusing like I to I don't know you guys said what I just have sex because I'm horny like
04:35:16
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonbut that's that's like that's your nothing about like respect or like but in the Bible it's biblical that sex is not just made like you're not just supposed to give into pleasure because it feels so you're just doing it because it feels good it's the short-term
04:35:28
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonpleasure that you're chasing correct I guess okay but there is a long-term effect to your short-term decision what's the longterm effect um it it Perman it will damage your attachment
04:35:40
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonissue like when you have sex with one person it forever changes your brain do you guys know that I I'm no because I'm a virgin okay well I and I love that but
04:35:50
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytondo you know this that having sex with one person does change your brain forever no no I did not know that forever you you can't rewire it but you you are rewiring your brain and your
04:36:03
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonattachment it's actually very serious like you're damaging your frontal lobe by having sex yes by having and especially how how old are you 19 19 that is your frontal your frontal lobe
04:36:15
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonis not fully developed until you're 26 years old so by having sex espe especially in this short-term way short-term sex with not in monogamous relationships not in a
04:36:26
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonmarriage you are damaging your brain I was not going to wait until 26 to lose virginity but you've lost it more than once twice like how you have a very high body Gap wait hold on saying you've lost
04:36:38
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonyour virginity multiple times I'm just saying like you haven't you've had sex you don't even know how many times and you're only 20 years old it's like 55 and I'm not trying to shame you but I'm just saying that there is long-term
04:36:50
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytondamage to your brain from that I mean I can live brain damage like actual oh my God no I can live with that like obviously I'm not the most proud of the decisions that I made in the past but there's nothing I can do with that
04:37:03
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonnow like I can live with it it's fine yeah me yeah I don't think it is either I'm not calling you I'm not saying that you have like I'm not calling you stupid or anything for doing this I'm tell her
04:37:13
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonshe has brain damage no do it hayen Hayden do it affecting her brain it is affecting your brain you have brain damage I genuinely I actually have all A's I'm a student Avery I genuinely just want you to know that there I probably
04:37:26
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonhave some too there is impact on that and it Chang it's okay it changes your decision making skills like your fontal lobe is in charge of a lot of things right like your decision- making skills your it has a lot to do with attachment so I'm just saying like what you're
04:37:38
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytondoing right now will affect you later in life and like I know this because 26 years old brain damage I I would not say that but um well there's like a lot of like like sex workers and like porn stars and stuff
04:37:51
Brian Atlasthat are like in very happy relationships and like doing great so and who have like way more bodies than me so I I don't but okay okay okay Avery so here's the issue right let me bring it back to the religious conversation so
04:38:04
Brian Atlasokay like it feels like you're LARPing as a Christian I don't know why like we have girls on this podcast maybe they think because it's controversial to be like doing doing
04:38:15
Brian Atlasadult content while identifying as Christian it feels a bit like a lar it doesn't cor it doesn't you can't reconcile doing porn with the faith
04:38:26
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonthey're they're contradictory you cannot be a porn star I don't do porn you do o you do God want you to do only like beliefs though like and not be fully you
04:38:38
Brian Atlascan't like can you just have Christian beliefs like but so beliefs what does it mean to be Christian if if there's a set of Christian ethics and
04:38:50
Brian Atlasstandards but you just ignore all of them and you just okay I I I lust I sin I do all these things but I'm just going to call myself a Christian are you we
04:39:02
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonbelieve in Jesus like yeah like it's my beliefs but maybe I don't you don't obey yeah maybe I don't obey some of the um whatever you don't submit to God I I
04:39:15
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonthank God every day I swear to God I swear you said you would submit to a man but you won't submit to God my life has become swear to God get the rock get the
04:39:25
Aurora/Avery/Bri/Paytonrock you thank God every day and then you go [ __ ] she's the Sor the [ __ ] you do you do e boy E I pray to God and then I thank God like for what my life is
04:39:37
Michellelike right now well so there's actually a lot of people like that where they're claiming they're Christians but they're not living a life that represents those
04:39:46
Michellefaith that faith and those beliefs and so you you need to to be able to say that you need to believe but you also need to practice it and and actually live out those beliefs and
04:39:58
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)values can can I answer to that yeah okay so this is like I think the conversation at least I I relate to it a lot of what
04:40:09
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)they're saying because in the Bible like it basically says like like a man and woman's garments is prohibited basically
04:40:19
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)and I'm a transwoman and like I said I grew up Christian um and a little bit of Catholic so I understand what they're saying
04:40:30
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)mainly because of the fact that like in the Bible it also says you should never question God you should never qu you should never question the things that he has he's done that you've done or whatever because he knows
04:40:42
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)everything that's going to happen before it does and like this is where I struggle with Christianity because I I mean I don't physically go to church anymore because of the reason of what you're saying like I feel like how are you going to claim Christianity but you
04:40:55
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)don't really practice it that's where I struggle with my faith because I have a lot of Christian beliefs and I I I I 100% say what you want about Christians but they're the most forgiving people
04:41:08
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)ever they're about forgiveness they should be not everyone is and but this is where I struggle with my faith is like okay like why would like everybody says like oh well like the devil did this to you the devil did like you're
04:41:20
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)the the devil's reason why you're trans like no like I wouldn't wish what I have going like my my my situation on anybody like I'm I proud to be transwoman I'm
04:41:30
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)proud to be you know like my who I am but at the same time it's like you you're getting condemned for it as well and like that's where I struggle with my faith because it's like this is who I am
04:41:42
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)and like why would God make me this way or why would I be in the situation like why would God allow for me this for this thing for for me to go through something like this or to be who I am today do you feel like it's God influencing you to be
04:41:55
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)this way or do you feel something always been like it's something like from a very early age I just never knew the word for it I never knew what trans well the I I always knew what I was I just
04:42:06
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)never had a word for it in other words like that was how I I've always been who I am and that's where I struggle with my
04:42:15
Ally (Gorlock / Al Weezy)faith because in the Bible it says you know basically that it's not okay but at the same time it's like like why would I be in this like like why like I don't know how to like I don't even know if