Rage Quitter Gets KICKED OUT?! She Dated A ****?! Andrew Wilson! Trad ØF Girl?! | Dating Talk #146

Date: 2024-03-25
Duration: 5h 21m

Identified Speakers

SPEAKER_00TTS Donation Reader(audience)
SPEAKER_03Leslie(guest)
SPEAKER_04Priya(guest)
SPEAKER_05Andrew Wilson(guest)
SPEAKER_07Brian Atlas(host)
SPEAKER_09Shadow (Jessica)(guest)
SPEAKER_11Anastasia(guest)
SPEAKER_12Bri(guest)
SPEAKER_13Terry(guest)

Key Moments

00:02:54
IntroBrian introduces panel. Seven guests + Andrew Wilson. Two no-shows including "bucket hat girl." Andrew Wilson honored as "Quad Kumu Defensor Latini" for defeating a Whatever hater.

"we're going to have the guests introduce themselves so please tell us your name age location"

00:05:54
QuoteAndrew Wilson accepts Brian's honorary title "Quad Kumu Defensor Latini" (Defender of Whatever). Speech: "I'm so overwhelmed by the knighting of the king Whatever... it's going on my Twitter bio immediately."

"I'm so overwhelmed by the nighting of the king whatever that I'm literally speechless"

00:24:38
Key MomentAnastasia reveals she dated a self-described National Socialist while in the Army. He revealed beliefs at a bookstore, showed her 12+ hours of Nazi documentary content. She got pregnant; he offered no child support; she removed him from daughter's life. This is the "She Dated A ****" title reference.

"he was kind of you know a Nazi"

01:17:12
Key MomentAndrew Wilson reviews Bri's Instagram live on stream after she claimed to be traditional. Reviews explicit content (cheek-spreading, yoga-position photos, lingerie videos). Verdict: "one of the worst cases I've seen on whatever of a woman saying I'm traditional." Bri retracts her "traditional" label. This is the "Trad OF Girl" title reference.

"that would be considered traditional prostitution not traditionalism"

01:19:42
QuoteAndrew Wilson delivers verdict on Bri's traditional claim after Instagram review: "that would be considered traditional prostitution... it's pretty over the top... one of the worst cases I've seen on whatever to date."

"that would be considered traditional prostitution not um not traditionalism"

03:04:05
ControversyLeslie rage-quits the show at ~184min after Andrew Wilson implies she will be "a 304 for the rest of her life." She found earlier TTS donation calling her a 304 disrespectful. Storms off; returns ~5 minutes later.

"I'm done you're you're rage quitting yeah I am actually"

03:53:20
QuoteShadow shares that her husband had HPV throat cancer attributed to his promiscuous past in San Diego. "He went through chemo... he is now cancer free... I'm really proud of him."

"he he was getting down in the day cuz he's older than me his body count like what"

04:03:59
QuoteAndrew Wilson on modern US dating: "I wouldn't date [a US woman]... it just sounds like a nightmare. I would just check out completely and grab a passport and passport bro for the rest of my life."

"I would just check out completely and grab a passport and passport bro for the rest of my life"

04:54:00
ControversyLeslie is kicked out of the show by chat vote near the end (~295min). Gustavo (crew) enforces: "out you go." Brian says goodbye. Andrew Wilson: "304 down." Shadow had predicted she would rage-quit.

"out you go a goodbye Leslie"

05:21:00
OtherEnd of show (~321min). Brian raids Aladar on Twitch (WoW Classic, 67 viewers). YouTube redirected to Andrew Wilson's The Crucible channel. "Good night guys, see you on Tuesday."

"07s in the chat good night guys we'll see you on Tuesday"

Topics Discussed

00:02:54
Guest introductions and relationship statuses

Seven guests + Andrew Wilson introduce themselves: Leslie (21, Angel's Camp CA, server/OF, situationship), Shadow/Jessica (Ohio, model/Amazon, married 12yr), Bri (29, FL, OnlyFans, ex-alcoholic, single 2yr), Anastasia (21, Oregon, student/ex-Army, single mom, single 2yr), Terry (23, SoCal, customer service, 12yr relationship, 1 child), Priya (23, Sacramento, pre-law/ASU, trains horses, single few months), Andrew Wilson (40, The Crucible host, married). Two no-shows noted: both returning guests, one is "bucket hat girl" (Christian virgin/liberal). Andrew Wilson honored with title "Quad Kumu Defensor Latini" (Defender of Whatever).

00:09:15
Leslie's situationship / relationship status round

Brian goes around table for relationship status. Leslie (SPEAKER_03): exclusive but no label, back together 2 weeks (prev. episode she was single). Previously didn't want exclusivity; he did; she is "coming around." Shadow: married 1yr / together 12yr. Anastasia: single 2 years. Terry: 12yr relationship, getting engaged, 1 child. Priya: single few months (she broke up with last boyfriend; mutual). Andrew Wilson: married 10+ years.

00:14:56
Shadow: spiritualism, counter spell protection, blood witch episode

Shadow (SPEAKER_09) describes spiritual practice: Hindu-Buddhist framework, tarot (free/permission-only), chakra cleansing, counter-spell protection via prayer/meditation/mantras. Claims she counter-protected guests during the "blood witch" episode. Identified two other guests on that prior episode as also practicing witchcraft (by observing their whispered exchanges and vial-passing). Advisory to viewers: do not give strangers birth date, blood, or birth time.

00:24:38
Anastasia: dated a Nazi, got pregnant

Anastasia (SPEAKER_11) describes 4-month Army relationship: man identified as National Socialist. Revealed beliefs at bookstore (wished Nazis had won WWII); showed her 12 online documentaries. She got pregnant during the relationship. He offered exemption from child support; she accepted to remove him from daughter's life. Andrew Wilson interrogated details of the relationship timeline and her decision-making. Anastasia is Christian and had waited for marriage; this was a low point.

01:17:12
Bri OnlyFans "trad OF girl" Instagram review

Brian pulls up Bri's Instagram live on stream. Bri had described herself as traditional. Instagram shows content inconsistent with traditional values. Andrew Wilson verdict: "one of the worst cases I've seen on whatever of a woman saying I'm traditional... that would be considered traditional prostitution." Bri retracts: "I'm not super traditional at all." Context: Christian upbringing, grandfather is a preacher who knows about OnlyFans but doesn't discuss it. Bri: started OnlyFans at ~22 via premium Snapchat; ~7 years in; ~15 million social media followers. Ex-alcoholic from Kentucky/Arkansas; moved to Florida.

03:04:05
Leslie rage-quits mid-show

After Andrew Wilson calls Leslie's future "a 304 for the rest of your life" (indirectly), Leslie rage-quits the show at ~184min. Andrew: "you're rage-quitting" / "have an adult conversation." Leslie leaves but returns ~5 minutes later. Context: TTS donation earlier had called her a 304; she took offense; ongoing tension with Andrew Wilson throughout the show.

03:41:34
Self-ratings round (1-10 looks)

Viewer (Stiffler) requests ratings round. Leslie: initially passes; later says 6 or 7. Shadow: ~6 (donor TTS rated her 6 "goth mommy"). Bri: 5. Anastasia: 5 (donor TTS "Army failure 3" / "Arkansas Earth trash 3"). Terry: not clearly captured (donor TTS rated her 7). Priya: 6.5 ("Wakanda 7" from donor). Andrew Wilson: 4.2 (growing Orthodox beard covers more face). Donor TTS (Bron) ratings: "pre8 goth mommy 6, Kiki 10, Army failure 3, Arkansas Earth trash 3, Wakanda 7, Leslie insufferable turd." Brian did not give explicit ratings.

03:45:41
First date expectations round

Anastasia asks the panel about first date expectations. Leslie: man should not try to sleep with her on first date; believes making men wait builds respect. Shadow: 50/50 on check; wants connection; can cook at home. Bri: wants man not to try to sleep with her; dating history "awful." Anastasia: man should pay and be respectful; hands to self. Terry: first date was city fair at 12; established friendship. Priya: same page on values and life goals; not place-dependent. Andrew Wilson: would never date a US woman again; "passport bro for rest of my life."

03:55:40
Body count and spiritual/physical bonding discussion

Shadow (SPEAKER_09) leads discussion on body count from spiritual angle: bonding to each partner, HPV throat cancer (husband's; from promiscuity in San Diego; now cancer-free after chemo). Andrew Wilson: HPV throat cancer rare in men; usually from receptive oral sex with men (Michael Douglas reference). Brian: emerging research on colorectal cancer linked to receiving anal sex. Shadow: body count matters because you carry spiritual ties to each person. Going around table: do men care about body count? Terry: men should have higher standards.

03:59:59
Men are insecure if they care about body count debate

Brian asks: "Do you think men are insecure if they care about body count?" Leslie (SPEAKER_03): no. Shadow: objects to how women rate themselves (no objectivity). Bri: would lie about body count. Terry: men need higher standards. Andrew Wilson: hypocrisy argument — if a man has high count, he can't judge.

04:54:00
Leslie kicked out by chat vote

Near end of show (~295min), Brian and Gustavo (SPEAKER_06) put to chat whether to kick Leslie out. Chat votes to kick. Gustavo enforces: "out you go." Brian: "Goodbye Leslie." Shadow: "I read that someone was going to rage quit — I was waiting for it." Andrew Wilson: "304 down, you've got to get the Medics over there." Brian debrief: "she was super rude the entire time; I was just trolling her at the end." Chat comment: "she deserved it for pouting like a child the whole show."

Transcript

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00:54:47
Brian Atlaseven though I'm wearing makeup no no no point of contention oh boy no yeah I feel like that's pretty okay uh well we're going to react to a Tik Tok here
00:54:59
Brian AtlasI want you guys to tell me what you think about this go
00:55:04
Brian Atlasahead all right so here we have a uh and so that's this is the broccoli haircut kind is that the broccoli it's close Nick kind of has this right a little bit Play One More Time play it one more time
00:55:17
Brian Atlasthis is referred to as the broccoli haircut broccoli why is it so he's hiding a bald head he's got a bald head and then this is a very popular or what no I think his hair no that's his hair
00:55:28
Priyajust styled styled forward have a problem with that what he he just he just has a very receded hairline yeah
00:55:36
Briit's just his hair but he's he's hiding it so it's fake would huh it's fake fake news what what do you mean the hair the
00:55:46
Brihair is sorry what do you what do you mean that's fake news the the hair he's his receding hairline you know he's giving you that he has this beautiful forehead of hair and so would you how
00:55:57
Brian Atlaswould you feel like you you match with a guy that's his all his photos are with that sort of hairstyle but then you guys start
00:56:08
Brian Atlasgetting Han bothered on your first date maybe he shows you some War propaganda films from the 40s and then next thing you know you're ripping
00:56:20
Lesliehis weave off or what he it's not a weave he goes like this he goes like this boom reveals I'm just confused as to how his
00:56:32
Brian Atlashair grew like that over a whole bald area like well it's long in the back and he he like puts it Forward sty sorry no
00:56:42
LeslieI'd leave immediately you you no go I'd get like the ick so hard I'd be like the ick where's your hair what about you I I it doesn't bother me would you feel misled I feel misled would you
00:56:54
Shadow (Jessica)feel misled and then I'd be like let's cut it all
00:56:59
Shadow (Jessica)off okay I mean like it's already back here like just cut it all off it's no big deal okay it's just hair would you feel misled would you feel lied to I would feel like I was misled yeah for
00:57:08
Lesliesure would you would you end things I yeah I think so I think so I like hair yeah that's misleading it's line like imagine you're running you're trying to like run your fingers to this
00:57:20
Terryman's hair and it's just like folds back like interesting okay what about you um if my partner had a receding hairline like that I'd I'd probably poke fun at him but still love him regardless it
00:57:33
Lesliewouldn't be a deal breaker because appearance is I mean it's his hair he didn't attach anything to it saying like I'm not saying it's dealbreaker I'm in relationship with this guy but like if we're in a relationship yeah if we're in
00:57:45
Priyaa relationship I should have been known about this by now like it's first date I'm like yeah PR about what do you think about that I mean I'm sure I'd have some sort of
00:57:56
Priyareaction feelings about it in the moment but is it a deal breaker I don't I don't know I guess it would depend at what point I found out about but do you think it's misleading or
00:58:08
Shadow (Jessica)lying you guys think maybe yeah it's misleading is misleading cuz then you thought Hey Oh okay that's cool just cut that all off get that all off there well you want the B you you're I don't really
00:58:19
Brian Atlaslike long hair on you're fine with bald yeah I don't okay with bald okay it's uh it's kind of like wearing makeup women who wear makeup yep
00:58:29
Brian Atlasa little bit and filters and Photoshop and fake nails and fake lashes and weaves and wigs and yeah I'm against that weavess
00:58:40
Brian Atlaseven though I have to wear certain things for like photo shoots I'm like N I walk around like this all day so do you think we should do you guys think we should ban makeup no we can ban makeup
00:58:51
Brian Atlasban makeup we can ban it make it illegal I'm not going to lie some people need makeup like some people need makeup yeah okay damn I'm surprised I'm not going to get any push back from any of the girls
00:59:03
Brian Atlason the makeup thing that's that's your most women's the hill they die on I don't really wear much makeup none of the girls here really look like they wear that much makeup yeah I didn't put
00:59:13
Shadow (Jessica)a ton on but like I usually wear like nothing at certain times and I have no eyebrows so when I you know I don't really I don't think any of our faces
00:59:25
Lesliewould change drastic basically with the put on and take off so I feel like you are talking about the girls who take their makeup off and look like a a totally different person you're like
00:59:37
Brian Atlasthat's so scary that's not even what you look like that's that's a lie minimal even minimal amounts of makeup can improve your physical appearance otherwise women wouldn't wear minimal
00:59:49
Brian Atlasamounts of makeup if it didn't have some marginal uh Improvement maybe marginal is not the right word but um yeah I think there's differences though
00:59:59
Brian Atlasbecause I I think makeup is the functional equivalent of a man working at McDonald's saying that he is a lawyer okay you know what I mean yeah
01:00:11
Andrew Wilsonwhat do you think Brian about the idea of uh prescriptions for makeup prescription prescriptions like you need that
01:00:20
TTS Donation Reader00 I'm sorry but I feel like we glossed over the girl saying she's okay with her cheating with another guy no disrespect but WTF is wrong with you I don't know I
01:00:33
Terrycan't think of anything on the spot I didn't I think cheating is wrong in all instances but I think it if it he cheated with a guy it would be I think I'd be able to laugh at it a little bit easier like cheat being cheated on with another female is like you're going to compare yourself to that female so like
01:00:46
Terryif it's a guy be like oh so I necessarily don't think there's anything wrong with me I think I just had a different but then were you a were you a beard or did you turn him gay I don't know I don't know
01:00:58
Leslieso maybe it just helps him come out of the closet like maybe either way I think that there's there's I think beide and upside you look that be a little worse then I was going to say I think that's
01:01:08
Brian Atlasworse honestly I don't know i' be like hey that's what it is maybe if if I can like maybe try to paint paint where you're coming from so is it like if you
01:01:19
Brian Atlaswere to walk in to your man just like the the situation being so absurd and ridiculous it would help you cope better with the infidelity so if it's
01:01:30
Terrylike he's he's like getting railed by a dude it's like kind of funny yeah the way I would laugh when he sees this um if I walked in and he's getting railed by a dude I'm walking out yeah I'm not
01:01:43
Terrygoing to I'm just would it be more helpful if he was doing the rail no either way I think it's really just if it's with a man I'm going to walk out the room and what if it was like with a
01:01:53
Brian Atlasjust like a really wait [ __ ] on like just a a morbidly obese woman like is that very insulting I feel like that would be EAS wait would that I'm trying to think if
01:02:05
Brian Atlasthat would be harder for me like if I saw my chick with like a really morbidly obese dude like is it your type is it a k I'm is it easier for me to cope or is
01:02:16
Terryit like H what do you like what do you want is that bigger more L I don't know okay what well if it's a if he's if he cheats on me with a man I'm going to walk out of the room and think about what I'm going
01:02:27
Terryto say and try and have a conversation later but if if I walk in there and he's with a girl I mean that's that's girl that's fair game I'm I'm going to we're going to throw yeah get [Music]
01:02:40
TTS Donation Readerbral L donated $100 question for Brian are you trolling about liking beef curtains is it true you only date women with large labor
01:02:52
TTS Donation Readerthere's no way so question for the ladies in Ry POG champ POG champ POG champ what um we can't get through a podcast
01:03:04
Brian Atlaswithout talking about this can we Brian I guess uh I me if we just say any Aude right so the no I I'm not trolling although I I
01:03:14
Brian Atlasdo approach it with a bit of humor but no I'm definitely not trolling do I only date women with large labia uh I've said that but I say it in a sort of joking way but so grotesque I have a
01:03:28
Brian Atlaspre it's not grotesque it's not grotesque women have their genitalia preferences I do too yeah I prefer look I'll date a woman with an inie but I prefer
01:03:42
Brian AtlasAudi okay good talk good talk uh listen y'all have penis eyes preferences I can have labia preference how about that
01:03:53
Brian Atlasflip that [ __ ] around on you guys should yeah slay King yeah wait oh so the question what what I'm like are you really he he's asking
01:04:05
Brian Atlasin your Audi that is I'm not going to answer that either my husband would appreciate anybody want to bite on it just okay we'll move on The Andy Show best answer goes to the female in the
01:04:16
Brian Atlasblack anyone can catch these hands oh oops do you want to say anything to Andy show thank you oh that's the guy who sent in the question all right Andy thank you I appreciate it
01:04:27
Brian AtlasI very much apologize that we missed your chat last show um appreciate you being uh flexible with us there and uh submitting another question wait so okay we were on the the hair thing I think we
01:04:39
Brian Atlasmoved on from that what was the other thing we're going to pull up we were going to pull something else up or where did we leave off oh let me read these uh actually priia can you read
01:04:49
Priyathese shout out to you Brian and the chat as a retired vet and as a black man rest in power to all of my brothers and sisters in arms that took these those
01:05:00
Brian Atlasclowns out and to Jesse Owens who embarrassed you know who in the 36 Olympics know your history Koo appreciate it man uh thank you so much I
01:05:11
Priyathink this is your first time in the chat uh really appreciate it thank you man it's cast or o love the show Brian
01:05:19
Brian Atlaswigs on women scare me yo Nicholas cast cast Oro C Castoro Castoro appreciate it man thank you so much for your Super
01:05:30
Brian AtlasChat man really appreciate your uh support and patronage so what we're going to do now what what's the other thing we had to pull up Nick oh I know what we're going to get into uh Bri Bri
01:05:42
Brian Atlasover here you provided some pre-show notes so well you asked you said I answer what was asked you said that you okay so you do only fans mhm you say that you're
01:05:55
Briconern conservative and traditional like my family is and like my grandpa's a preacher so I definitely don't classify the same way as my family wait pull pull your mic to the very edge
01:06:06
Briof the table scoot it that way please straight in the mic like this yeah go ahead like so um so yeah so my family is very very Christian um I'm
01:06:18
Brian Atlasfrom Kentucky Arkansas my grandpa's a preacher so I mean maybe I'm not so traditional actually hold on please scoot your mic that way your face is
01:06:27
Brigetting blocked no no the entire the entire thing yeah there you go okay go ahe thing okay um my family is very traditional I should have answered the
01:06:38
Briquestion better than I did um I come from very traditional family and my grandpa's a preacher your grandpa's a preacher yes they Christian yes yeah Christian okay what uh what
01:06:50
Bridenomination what was that non-domination what Domin yeah what what denomination Christian they're just Christian yeah yeah what evangelic
01:06:59
Bridenominations Christianity Catholic yeah Baptist Lutheran so my grandpa's not a a preacher anymore but I figur once a preacher always a preacher it was like when I was a child that he was a
01:07:11
Bripreacher there's different like categories of Christianity basically I guess it was forced on me as a child and then I definitely rebelled I took the other way so you're an atheist no oh no
01:07:22
Brian Atlasnot like rebelled like that I just went to Florida and did only fans you know but so you okay you described so are you conservative are you traditional in yeah
01:07:33
Brian Atlaslike in in person I am but online I can't be because I do only fans well in so in person you're traditional right okay Nick wait we got to pull up her
01:07:44
Brian AtlasInstagram it's Brie I said in person that's my Instagram okay okay but you're I mean it's kind of all tied together though yeah um while Nick is pulling
01:07:54
Brian Atlasthat up um your off reads by the way Nick oh wait okay hold on um while I go over this Nick just pull up the Discord actually and then
01:08:04
Brian Atlaswe'll do the Instagram at the end um so if you can get get um Andrew back your off reads
01:08:16
Brian Atlascome and stay a while winky face my and come is cuum itty itty bitty perfect titties what hold on
01:08:28
Brian Atlasoutdoor nudies you're foot frish friendly you do toy play and you offer Dick rates yeah it's like a very solo Creator wait what is going on with the
01:08:38
Brian Atlasmicrophone here kindly just strain it please okay on your Twitter which you have six accounts for some reason not sure why um you offer your undies for
01:08:49
Brian Atlassale mhm oh boy you post nude photos on Twitter mhm correct you do full new the D correct
01:08:56
Brian Atlasmhm um you also I saw one Post in particular you talk of fat [ __ ] lovers I guess that's me but you talk about fat [ __ ] lovers
01:09:08
Brifor some reason I don't know what's going on there right um I do I do have an assistant on all my twitters so I don't do my twitters I take the content
01:09:16
Brian Atlasthat's it all right um okay so let's pull up the Instagram then
01:09:26
Brian Atlaswhat's that you need a sec okay uh traditional though you're traditional right I mean I'm 29 not married so I guess not so in what ways are you quote
01:09:38
Briunquote traditional um I mean I definitely don't sleep with people super soon into meeting them even though I do only fans how so you how long do you typically
01:09:48
Briwait only like two or three months three months I'm 29 like I'm a grown adult and I have needs still you know well hold on I'm not judging you for the
01:09:58
Brian Atlaslength I'm I try to F it out sorry I'm not judging you saying that that's short I'm actually saying that that's kind of long I try to fill it out like I've dated a lot of really really crazy men
01:10:10
Brian Atlasin the past so okay has that been your standard for all the previous men you've dated two to three months no not in the past not when I was younger when I um that just start have you ever made a guy wait that long or are you just saying
01:10:22
Brian Atlasthat I'm not just saying that I didn't only fans like no but have you ever made a guy wait 3 months to have sex yeah definitely more recently I have numerous guys that have waited like five plus
01:10:33
Brian Atlasyears and it'll never happen it's like hold men have waited five years to have sex and they finally had sex with you is that never but like they will like someone will wait if you make them wait
01:10:46
Brithey will wait and I don't want people to think that just because I do only fans that I do only fans the same way everybody else does like I do nudes but I don't do sex so you string men
01:10:56
Andrew Wilsonalong what was that you're saying you string men along you string some men along for five plus years them like you you just string them along you're just messing with them no I wouldn't do that
01:11:08
BriI'm very forward I don't like to waste my time or other people we said you've they're guys who well how are they waiting for sex then I think I mean they're my male friend so every girl's male friends are just
01:11:20
Brilike unfortunately I don't have male friends and my exes have always said that I'm like no they don't want to do that but I mean I wish they didn't want to do that but I'm an only fans girl
01:11:31
Shadow (Jessica)like it'd be like that you probably should get rid of male friends then cuz it doesn't seem it just doesn't seem like it's constructive like if they're just trying to have sex then what do they they for they're not really a friend they just want to have sex it's
01:11:43
Leslielike very underlyingly that they want to have sex like they don't say hey I want to have sex all the time but that's ultim the mission for men then if that's ultimately the mission for generalization generalizing
01:11:56
Lesliemen is are you saying that females can't be males with men because of it I don't understand your question what you said that men like being friends with men like having an only fans and the only
01:12:08
Lesliething that they're ultimately looking for is sex while having an only fans like girls being gu friends with guys I didn't mention only fans okay leave the interrogation to me
01:12:20
Leslieand Andrew okay it's okay do you want to try again you got it I believe in you I'm good what the hell is that I have fa I was enjoying it please no it good it was good because she's saying how she has
01:12:33
Leslieguys want to sleep with her because she has an only fans that's where the only fans came in she has she has guy she has an only fans guy friends that she has want to sleep with her yeah but she's saying that not like and then she was like ultimately getting rid of these guy
01:12:45
Lesliefriends is the only beneficial thing to do because men ultimately only want to sleep with you is that saying that females shouldn't have guy friends if all they're going to do is ultimately try to sleep with you yes yes mhm no
01:12:55
Brian Atlaswait I think that's correct so okay you hold on so you've made some guys wait two to three months is that correct
01:13:07
Brian Atlasyeah have you ever had a situation where you made a guy wait two to three months and then the next guy you hook up like you end up having sex with happens
01:13:16
Brirelatively quickly and then the next guy you're with you make him wait two to three months it just depends on if I'm trying to date like right now I'm not dating like I so what hold on so you
01:13:28
Brian Atlashave but has that happened um yeah like so your standard will fluctuate so for example there might be a period of time where it's like well I
01:13:39
Brian Atlaswant to wait three months to have sex but then the next guy you have sex with happens could first second third date and then you go back to the
01:13:50
Bristandard of I want to wait 3 months has that happened yeah yeah it um it just so for this past year it's been a weird year for me like I haven't I've been Cate like it's not CIT like I've not had sex for a year because I'm
01:14:03
Bridoing therapy and I'm just working on myself and um you haven't had sex for a year yeah about close to a year on and off like maybe one time three months ago and one time nine months ago so hold on
01:14:15
Briyou had sex three months ago yes in December yeah that's not it was like 5 minutes so I did it that doesn't really 5 minutes it didn't
01:14:25
Brieven count and I was like minutes wo wo wo wo wo hold on it didn't even count to me like it was wasted it was wasted I should have not I should have just not
01:14:36
Brididn't last very long or yeah 5 minutes like what the heck that's crazy count was a migan did you give yourself a m yeah it could have been way better somebody fart over there somebody fart
01:14:48
Brian Atlasso it was bad that's why it doesn't count no he wasn't bad pretty chilly it's pretty chilly in the that's still stud right I mean the is it hot for
01:14:58
Brian Atlasanybody I'm in a sweater I feel fine yeah I'm in a bag jacket I feel fine wait so okay hold on so if somebody were to ask you like your body count for example would you not include I would
01:15:11
Brinot tell the truth I would not tell the truth I wouldn't it's nobody's business unless I oh sorry it's no one's business you can scoot it this way a little bit okay but
01:15:20
Brimaybe it's no one's business unless I am sleeping with them um that's how I feel and I was an alcoholic for 10 years I'm 29 years old so um yeah I'm different
01:15:31
Brinow than I used to be you were an alcoholic for 10 years I was I I try to not drink now I only drink on vacation when I'm outside of Florida so you started you started with alcoholism at
01:15:42
Priya18 uh like 16 I'm from Kentucky like what is there to do there get pregnant or get John I think well I guess depends on who you ask but I think there's probably quite a few there's a lot of
01:15:55
Anastasiathings to do but like I just I just you thought about perhaps bowling yeah crochet yeah yeah visit me up in Ohio so these guys
01:16:07
Brithat you're like making weight like two to three months or whatever are you like dating these guys or they just your friends that want to have sex with you it's only the ones that I plan to date like if I think about dating them cuz like I like I do background checks like I do all the things on the guys I will
01:16:20
Priyanot sleep with them until I know I'm pretty sure that they're not going to hurt me in some way so do you sleep with your male friends no wait you hold on you do background checks yes in term like
01:16:32
Bricriminal hisory are you talking like criminal history full background check full background check okay yeah I should have been doing it when I was younger so if you're going to get on Tinder ever and date on Tinder or think about meeting someone background Che but you said you would lie about you said you
01:16:45
Briwould lie about body count if one of your doesn't like most Gods tell me they slept with like 12 people okay more I sleep with attractive men like yeah I think that they have defin and they're from Florida like Florida holy [ __ ]
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Priyayou're Florida woman I live in Florida now florid I'm an Arkansas Kentucky woman at heart I live in Florida so go ahead so so have you had some sort of experiences that have
01:17:09
Brian Atlascaused you to resort to doing background checks yeah do you do you mind telling us about any of them yes please wait actually before we we will go there we need a wrap up on her being on you being
01:17:20
Brian Atlastraditional first but we we will come to that okay okay um so we need to pull up your Instagram okay okay this is your Instagram um put
01:17:31
Brian Atlasus on the make a small I guess left small hot 90% of okay um so hold on uh first photo Nick scroll down a little
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Brian Atlasbit okay this is you uh like yeah traditional right I gain weight it was I'm not making a comment about your weight click click on the first photo and then go over five photos
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Bribut if you click it it does talk about me gaining weight and then me quitting alcohol that's beautiful wait no go back go back don't go back right this is you like I don't know that's I was on the
01:18:04
Brian Atlasbread light that is not traditional okay X out that Nick so hold on hold on hold on okay okay scroll down a little bit uh that's your booty with a Monster
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Brian Atlasenergy drink and then in the middle there that's you spreading your cheeks scroll down um and then there's keep scrolling
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Brian Atlasdown keep scrolling down okay stop stop stop there's Goku I co-signed that one but the one of you on the red couch is this like a yoga position definitely
01:18:39
Brian Atlasyoga it's like downward doggy right yeah totally innocent it is it is a scroll down a bit Nick scroll down scroll down hold on there's okay stop stop stop uh click on
01:18:51
Brian Atlasthe video the one she's the video where she's hugging the girl with the black carpet or sheet or whatever I don't want to um the freaking okay so this is yeah
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Priyathat super Trad super traditional um Florida women yeah definitely I lived I lived in Florida for a period of time I didn't see any of this yeah I did too I live in the keys
01:19:14
Brian Atlasfor like six months but you consider yourself to be traditional that's what you said correct that's what you said correct yeah that's what I said Andrew I'm gonna Andrew is the adjudicator of trai being traditional Andrew your your
01:19:27
Andrew Wilsonum verdict that would be considered traditional prostitution not um not traditionalism and any other shape or
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Andrew Wilsonform that's um Beyond over thtop not not in any way shape or for in fact it might be one of the worst one of the worst
01:19:46
Andrew Wilsoncases I've seen on whatever to date ever a woman saying I'm traditional and then seeing that that's like U that's it's it's pretty over the top do you want to
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AnastasiaI did it to myself would more you did it to yourself would you sooner say that you're just like not liberal then like not
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Priyatraditional or you are traditional so what what aspects of your personal life
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Priyacharacter would you consider traditional probably my family life the way I was raised yeah but that's that's like you had a traditional upbringing that doesn't mean that you as a person
01:20:27
Briare traditional today that's what we're trying to get at yeah I'm I I'm not super traditional at all oh all right there you go sorry for
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Brian Atlasanswering that incorrectly all good survey apology accepted apology accepted um let's do a couple chats and then we'll come back to some of our notes
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PriyaHere PRI if you can read these wakanda forever seems like she's a decent person compared to Shelly do all only fans
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Brian Atlaschecka forever I'll take that I'll take that I I like I'll take that yeah thanks yeah great films we have one a TTS that's about to come through I'm just
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Brian Atlassad chill 808 thank you man appreciate your TTS uh very much appreciate your uh patronage and then we have uh PRI if you can read this one priia or Anne Frank I
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Priyacan offer you try care disability and two incomes on top appealing question mark Brian you're a beauty as always #
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Brian Atlasinto that no I know who like but who at the T that would be the chick who oh my yeah yeah okay okay okay okay okay okay soorry try care um wait so Pria he's
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Anastasiaasking you out and he's asking I guess you out um you guys interested
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Anastasiano thanks you don't even know what he I am so busy too busy forit ni can you pull up pull up video uh photos of the gigachad just Google images of gigachad
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Brian AtlasI'll show you a photo of them you ready for this okay okay all right we'll get that going oh while we have that we have Shawn here hey dude Sean thank you man
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Brian Atlasappreciate it get the Rocks Abdul yeah get the Rocks get the Rocks get the rocks thank you Sean much appreciated I had a question um your
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Andrew Wilsonyour grandfather who was a preacher what do you what do you think he would think about um the state of your Instagram sorry I'm like super hard of hearing do you care to like repeat what
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Briwould what would your what would your grandfather think about your Instagram and your lifestyle my family knows I told my family as soon as I started doing only fans because I didn't want them to think I was actually doing they
01:23:24
Briwould never think I was doing prostitution but like I just make a lot to not do that much considering compared to other people what they do which I don't care what people do on only fans
01:23:34
Andrew Wilsonbut everyone has their Niche and mine is that I came from a Christian family and uh the Baba belt and then went to Florida sorry wait your your grand your
01:23:45
Bripreacher grandfather knows that you are selling sex on the internet and but would I do live for seven years I've been doing it for seven years so so and what does he say about it um he we don't
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Britalk about it he he's a he's a real Christian he doesn't judge me for what I do he knows that all the things that the places that I've been I take care of my mom for the last couple years so like I couldn't do that maybe with a normal job
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Briand live in Florida and have all the nice things that I have so I didn't come from any money you think real Christians don't judge um I think that yeah I think
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Brithat it's not their place well it's not a Christian place to judge I don't judge people but also I do only fans so why would I um right yeah that sounds like a cope right sounds like coping should
01:24:31
Andrew Wilsonquote me on it so does your your your grandfather he knows and he just you know he just doesn't he's not a very judgmental type of of Chris your your preacher
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Brigrandfather Yeah Yeah it's just definitely not talked about um they know that I took the route of growing a lot of social media so I've had like 15 million followers oh loose p she donated
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TTS Donation Reader$100 holy [ __ ] this girl is [ __ ] Haram traditional my [ __ ] ass Brian Abdul is backing the truck up he has an
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TTS Donation Readerappointment with this 304 # get the Rocks # cat food # end up alone Bish what's cat food mean so how
01:25:16
Andrew Wilsondoes this conversation play out with preacher grandfather like walk me through it you just were like Hey I'm um going to sell sex on the internet and he was just like well okay then or like how
01:25:28
Andrew Wilsonhow does that work exactly um like how did I start how did I get started no no no no no no I don't I don't want to hear how you got started just curious your
01:25:38
Andrew Wilsonconversation with your grandfather who's a preacher MH right how does that conversation go how does that work exactly when you sit down with him and
01:25:48
Briyou're like hey hey gry how you doing uh you know I'm selling sex online they just he just he just didn't care or so essentially I told my grandmother and my mom I didn't grow up with a dad go
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Brifigure another stereotype about only fans that's normally always right um so yeah me and my grandpa we just not talk about it why would we talk about me doing nude work why would I talk about nude work well I would think that
01:26:12
Briperhaps he would try to talk you out of it no I mean I'm a I'm a grown adult I started at 22 like I'm 29 now so I was plenty grown I wasn't 18 like deciding hey I'm going to do this well don't you
01:26:23
Andrew Wilsonthink that a Christian father would at least make the attempt I know they can't stop it right cuz you're an adult but wouldn't they make the attempt to talk their children out of doing only fans
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Briwork yeah I guess I didn't really give them such a a chance to to uh to do it and then I kind of blew up really really quick on social media I kind of figured out how to grow really fast and um yeah
01:26:48
Andrew Wilsonmy stuff just got out there really really fast so within a year yeah but you've been you've been at this for years and years right yeah yeah for there hasn't been any opportunity where grandpa could come over and be like hey young whipper
01:27:00
Brisnapper um you know maybe stop selling sex on the internet that he that he's never had the opportunity to do that probably so my grandma she she's like kind of dying so when my grandma dies I'm sure that we'll have that
01:27:13
Briconversation but we're just not close like that at this point because of the fact that I do only fans like how can I have daily conversations or weekly conversations with my grandpa who's Godly
01:27:25
Brium and talk about my life you know and my life is what it is I live in Florida they don't even want to hear about me going to the beach in my bathing suit so okay now you GRE you grew up you said
01:27:34
Andrew Wilsonwithout a father is that correct yeah I had four stepdads so even better so when you're talking about this grandfather I'm guessing that it's your maternal grandfather your your mom's father yeah
01:27:48
Brino no actually he's not it's my stepgrandpa so yeah your oh it's your step step Grandpa yeah and which stepdad number
01:27:57
Briwould that be um my stepgrandpa I mean my mom didn't get with my grandpa I don't know if that didn't make sense um no I I understand your mom didn't get
01:28:09
Andrew Wilsonwith your grandpa but if it's your stepgrandpa then your mom got with a man who you then considered his father to be your grandfather uh but you said you had four stepfathers so I'm just wondering which
01:28:20
Briin the line you consider stepgrandpa to be second stepf father third stepf father fourth stepf father no he was never never a father figure he's 20 years younger than my grandma so he's
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Brilike I guess he's close to my dad's age I have a dad I just didn't grow up with him like I have a my dad encourages me to do only fans so there's a lot of things that are wrong with a lot of people that do only fans and it's
01:28:44
Brigenerally the people that are around them and it's also us you're hang on your father encourages you to do only fans yeah yeah he just wants to constantly know if I'm making more more money this month than I was last month
01:28:56
Brithat's all he cares about does he ask you for any no he doesn't ask me for money he just wants to know that I'm doing well we just met a couple years ago four years ago so is this your CR
01:29:06
Briyou just wait you just met your biological father four years ago yeah yeah I told him I'm like I'm 25 I'm going to die eventually and you are too so I'd like to meet you before you
01:29:17
Bridie oh so you meet up so you meet up with your biod dad and you're sitting down and how do you spring it on him um so I I to him in text cuz he lived in he
01:29:29
Brilived in Texas and I was in Arkansas at the time and I just to him I was like I know you don't do social media but like I have millions of followers online so this is what I do and and that's just what it is I'm an
01:29:41
Anastasiaadult and you don't know me and basically that's where I was at but he encourages me it's crazy just because you're adult doesn't mean that your parents can't tell you like what you should and shouldn't do I
01:29:53
Priyaknow I mean they could parental advice is warranted throughout your lifetime regardless of age sure yeah I I was just um just one one one last followup as we're kind of digging into this um
01:30:05
Brididn't you say that you came from a very traditional Christian family like my grandparents my mom she's Christian now but like when I was growing up she wasn't so so at all like
01:30:18
Brishe would be like me saying I'm Christian now you know what I mean so but not quite but the same so does your traditional upbringing come from what was that where does your traditional upbringing come from um my grandparents
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Briso my grandparents have help helped raise me because I had four stepdads so I didn't have a super stable home environment your mother's parents my mom's mom and then my grandpa my step
01:30:39
Andrew WilsonGrandpa okay got it got it yeah okay your stepgrandpa would be your grandmother remarried is what's that's
01:30:49
Briokay gotcha all right so how long am um has step Grandpa been in the picture they've been married so it's it's crazy
01:30:59
Bricrazy and um she was 38 and he was 18 he was working for her family I know um but they they found God together and he became a preacher shortly after they got
01:31:10
Britogether he she's the only woman he's ever been with um she was married before him CU she's 20 years older um I think it's it's odd for sure I couldn't be with an 18-year-old man at
01:31:22
Bri38 but but that's just me I don't have the patience so my grandmother does and um but step Grandpa he hasn't
01:31:33
Andrew Wilsonsaid anything about this and stepgrandpa is about the same age as your father who supports you in this I think my dad is actually older a couple year like one year older than my my grandpa
01:31:45
Andrew Wilsonso and you you did say you're from a Southern state Yeah Yeah from Arkansas Kentucky I was thinking that too I was like um she is from Kentucky though so okay yeah I'm I'm I'm I'm done done with
01:31:58
Brian Atlasthe inquiry there thank you appreciate it it's beautiful all right I have a chat here that I
01:32:05
TTS Donation Readermissed um from LP he said uh Abdul is back oh hold on grid one motor donated
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TTS Donation Reader$100 look at that chick that failed hom math figured out how to grow real fast on the internet show your boobs life on easy mode with an early expiration date
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Briher father probably found her on off get the Rocks I have no bo get the Rocks yeah Abdul yeah get the Rocks get the Rocks so my only comeback to that is I don't have boobs if I did I would
01:32:38
Briprobably have grown way faster um I've always been extremely small about 100 lb so that's the only thing I have to say back to him okay well LP uh also wanted me to get the Rocks get the Rocks Abdul
01:32:51
Brian Atlasyeah get the Rocks get the Rocks thank you appre appreciate that wait where oh Nick oh this is for you and then priya's in the bathroom uh this is Donald Trump's this is Donald Trump's brown eye
01:33:03
Brian Atlaswho was asking you out I'm going to show you a photo of him he submitted a photo of himself um this is him any interest no that's fake huh no that's
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Brian Atlasreal is it real yeah that's him there's such thing as too muscular too muscular okay sorry sorry I tried is I tried my best all right and then we have who else
01:33:27
Brian Atlasdo we have no I think we're caught up there uh coming back to you Bri you also said that you wait so you started only fans when you were 22 Yeah so how seven years
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Briago yeah it's only been out for like what eight years so you got on that [ __ ] early I got on it 2019 when it did pop off um I was so wait hold on you said you started doing only fans when you're
01:33:50
Briwere 22 but you're 29 I started doing it on Snapchat so essentially people would do like premium snap they still do it I think it's weird cuz you have to get payment okay so you weren't doing only fans when you were 22 yeah I wasn't
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Bridoing only fans I started in 2019 so I got on there as soon as it popped off um so I think that's why I've gotten really lucky cuz I've really not understood why I do well okay you also wrote that your
01:34:14
TTS Donation Readertwo exes have both been to jail for battery yeah uh plus here you ALS hold on father of daughters donated
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TTS Donation Reader$100 as a father of daughters that male figure is not a father her mother should be taken in front of a court to answer for her failures as a parent I uh I
01:34:36
Bridon't know who this chatter is but he's my new favorite chatter yeah on whatever do you want to respond to I mean I'm a grown adult and I was a grown adult when I started doing only fan so
01:34:47
Brian Atlasmy mom has nothing to do with this at all I I might have been gone but just to clarify so your grandfather's a uh preacher Christian preacher well no no
01:34:56
Andrew Wilsonher step grandfather oh step grandfather step grandfather is a preacher and biological father who she met four years ago is highly supportive of her only
01:35:07
Brian Atlasfans career very supportive I see okay huh interesting all right uh wait can we have everybody come back I know Nick can you see who's is Gustavo is he in the
01:35:18
Brian Atlasbathroom or oh Pria you want to come back uh all right let's see uh you said that oh your two exes something about mug shots and being arrested two of your
01:35:30
Briexes yeah you wanted to bring those up or no oh okay I have a restraining order on one so I think it would be illegal um and the other one I'm okay with him he's okay he just has drinking problems you
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Brisaid that the story of why you moved to Florida in 2020 is nuts yeah yeah so I yeah this is why I said my little bit about Tinder um I was one of those girls
01:35:53
Brithat is from from Kentucky and Arkansas and I would go to Florida and I'm like wow the men are beautiful here and um so I met someone and I saw him for 3 years long distance and he was really nice he
01:36:03
Briwas awesome um but I'm pretty giving whenever it comes to if someone's nice or awesome um so he yeah I moved to Florida for him I guess but I just moved
01:36:14
Brito Florida to move to Florida and um we dated for like 6 months but he just was awful he was just really really abusive um he was like four years younger than so that could have been where I had a
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Brifault a lot of my exes tend to be younger than I am um cuz I don't want kids right now at 29 or maybe ever cuz naturally cuz naturally what like I'm
01:36:36
Shadow (Jessica)getting old you know to have a kid naturally so like uh I mean a little old 29 when you get to my age you got to make that decision yeah cuz I already made that decision that like not you
01:36:49
Brian Atlassaid you're the the question was though you you had a story of why you moved to Florida and it's nuts yeah so so your ex was abusive that's the story yeah he yeah he was just like I don't know what
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TTS Donation ReaderI can say cuz you said not to like he he got four felonies for really killing me one day TTS voice guy donated $100 lonely I'm so lonely I would take
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TTS Donation Readerany of you I've been stuck in this fernal machine years now I've been here oh I all I want is to own the body of a real man and know the touch of a woman please bricks
01:37:24
Brian Atlasunderstand that's kind I kind of think that's pretty funny it's like U meta yeah the TTS voice guy that's they acting as uh TTS voice guide this is uh this is unprecedented you're
01:37:35
Brian Atlascommunicating with us uh you I detect a British accent I I know the women in the UK are
01:37:45
Brian Atlasnot you know you know what I mean sorry brother you got to I think you got to become a passport Pro dude head to Latin America or southeast Asia okay um so
01:37:56
Brian Atlaswait okay you said like you don't want to get into some of it but he was abusive this is the guy who was six years younger than you he was like four years younger
01:38:06
Brithan me four four years younger than you okay and uh he was abusive towards you yeah were you abusive towards him yeah because you 64 what am I going to do to
01:38:17
Bri64 man that was a quarterback you know I mean I mean people do but like I'm not from Memphis weapons oh I I've never fought I've never fought someone I've
01:38:27
Brian Atlasonly ever defended myself that's it okay you said you said five out of the six of your exes since you were 16 have been physically abusive yeah and so I know
01:38:38
Briit's not the only fans cuz I started that at 22 you know cuz I I question myself I'm like why I didn't watch my mom get abused I didn't grow up watching my mom get beat or anything um so I don't get
01:38:50
Brian Atlasit you don't have any I mean I have I have sus no what sorry no I'm not asking if you have marks
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Brian AtlasI'm if five of the six of your ex's were physically abusive I mean that seems to be like a pattern of selection that you
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Brian Atlascontinue to make right yeah was there um was there Mutual abuse what was that Mutual abuse tilt
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Briyour mic down a little bit just tilt it down a bit no no Mutual abuse no um I've only ever hit someone one time and it was my most recent ex like a year ago he kept shoving me and he knows that you
01:39:32
Briknow I've had someone literally try to kill me so um yeah I don't like I only hit him because he wouldn't stop shoving me onto the ground into my water dispenser into the wall and I don't like
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Bricalling the cops like I would rather not um but well you suffer you suffer from alcoholism you said right for many years yeah yeah for a long time um I still I do still drink on vacation um but other
01:39:57
Brithan that I try to I don't drink in flid so if you're if you're drinking very heavily um and you have these incidences do you even remember them oh yeah I remember yeah for this most recent one I
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Briwas sober like I was like 6 months sober from alcohol completely yeah but the ones the ones before that ones before that you're you know your three sheets to the wind um you know what I mean and the
01:40:21
Briabuse is only happening on one end so as far as you know yeah no yeah it was definitely one end I I'm not an abusive person at all I don't like fighting anyway what about emot mentally maybe
01:40:33
Brilike verbally if someone's just coming at me like if you're just coming at me and like my character you don't know me or something but like like why would someone bite I'm also like 100 pound like what am I going to do and I've had
01:40:45
Brimy ass beat before by men I would never hit a man I mean were were you ever blackout drunk yeah plenty but like like all if you looked if you guys did look
01:40:57
Briat my exes you'll see they have previous charges like they're just abusive men and it it' be like that like it's not exactly me it's that they drank I drank that's a big problem and now I don't
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Bridrink anymore have you ever just curious have you ever friend zoned any guys yeah a lot like every guy I know almost I hate men they're ter they terrify me I mean wait say that one more time I said
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BriI hate men are you a feminist no I'm really not like I'm really not um I like I'm I don't know wow ask me I'm going to
01:41:32
Bridisavow that statement but so why do you hate men I mean I grew up with four stepdads no dad like abusive boyfriend since I was 16 like you told me you pick
01:41:43
Brian Atlasyou pick these guys yeah I did there's a pattern here I'm not if any of them put hands on you that's clearly wrong should never physically strike
01:41:54
Brian Atlassomebody but well I mean in self-defense it's fine unless you hit someone's bur you know but there appears to be a pattern here you continue like again I'm not
01:42:06
Lesliesaying what these 100% what these guys did is wrong but you have a pattern of picking these kinds of men if they already previously have a track record
01:42:16
Briof being abusive and you know that why is it that you continue to pursue them so I just started doing the um the background checks like in the last two years and my most recent ex he was just
01:42:27
Brisupposed to be a friend because my one ex had tried to kill me and I moved this other guy in that I was friends with in Florida because I was terrified to live alone I was like my ex said I can't live here you need to get out so I moved a guy in and then I ended up dating him
01:42:40
Bribecause he was the only guy I slept with or hung out with for like a year and he ended up being abusive he had never abused someone before me um but he as far as I know I mean I haven't known him
01:42:52
Brian Atlashis whole life never had you did a background check on him he had nothing on no DV how old is he he's 28 so 28 no history of domestic violence history
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Briends up in a relationship with you and then for the first time in this 28 years DVS with you yeah I see um so he
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Briknew so like only fans was a big problem for us he's hispanic and his family like they didn't know I did only fans the entire time we liveed together like they couldn't um which is fine I understood
01:43:25
Brium so he he had massive issues with it he wanted to marry me um for some reason he's very contradictory um so yeah it was it was a lot of issues how was he contradictory
01:43:38
Brium like the fact that he wanted to marry me but he hated the fact that I did only fans but he also got to live for free go on free vacations get everything for free sure but I think a
01:43:47
Priyanatural progression in a relationship would him would be him wanting you to I know that you weren't like sexually seeing anybody else but or at least you
01:43:58
Priyasay you weren't sexually seeing anybody else but you giving your body up to random men on the Internet is a form of infidelity yeah so I feel like that's a natural progression if he wants to pursue a more serious relationship with
01:44:10
Briyou yeah yeah I just think that he should avoid only fans women if he can't if he doesn't want to be with an only fans woman well when he met you he knew
01:44:18
Brian Atlasthat right 100% so is are you saying that the DV was precipitated by the conflicts of you doing only fans I think most of it had to do with drinking like
01:44:30
Brihe was never violent when he did not drink never like he was never violent when he didn't drink my otheres they were but he wasn't I have a question for you is there
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TTS Donation Readerany grid One Motorsports donated $100 born in South I have seen your type before it will be painful but you need to change your life stop the EV chasing
01:44:52
TTS Donation Readerthe easy life go to church in a meaningful way and get some help be better thank you grid one do you want to respond to grid one yeah that was a good
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Brium good comment I do do therapy with two different therapists every week so I am two different therapist I have two different therapist once a week every week n donated
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TTS Donation Reader$100 do you like being slapped and choked in bed perhaps there's an Amber Her support group do you want to respond um I like dark humor um what
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Brithat's not the question do you I know but my response would be dark humor um yeah I love that [ __ ] you like you like being hit yeah I love it and my family says that that's why men hit me CU I let
01:45:36
Andrew Wilsonthem choke me in bed but that's insane um do you think that the alcoholism is a form of self-medication for another type of mental illness
01:45:46
Briperhaps that you're now being treated for um you mean like bipolar like something like that is that what you mean like that you know um like I've been diagnosed um so part of the reason why I got sober for 6 months was because
01:45:58
Brithe fact that I drink so heavily my therapist didn't feel confident to um to try to try to give me like BPD or bipolar without me being sober for 6 months to
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Brisee how I was sober you know what I mean so I have like I have like general anxiety um depression just things like that things that most people have so apologies if you've already addressed
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Brithis but why did you break your sobriety um if you don't want to get into it that's really fine too no there's not really a so so reason um I me cable 11
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Unknowndonated $100 just get the Rocks get the Rocks is that what that means get the rock yeah thank you C
01:46:43
Brian Atlasthank you for the TTS appreciate it wait hold on so okay you said has there been five out of your six past X's were
01:46:51
Brian Atlasphysically abusive yeah okay are um is there any sort of self-awareness of you being the common denominator here yeah
01:47:01
Brian Atlasof course drink like a lot of drink um like I stand up for myself like again I'm not saying if they're hitting you that's 100% wrong but you're not you're not ever initiating any sort of
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Andrew Wilsonverbal confrontation either verbal or physical no I don't start fights for no he he's saying if they are hitting you that's 100% wrong that's what just clarifying that so it doesn't get clipped out of cont oh did I what did I
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Brian Atlassay did I say it's fine you're saying I'm not saying if they're hitting you it's 100% wrong oh so okay okay thank you yeah yes thank you thank you for clar clarifying that Andrew I
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Lesliemisspoke it's 100 it's wrong that they're hitting you um but like you don't like maybe like push someone past their point with maybe using your words even what was that yeah like do you do
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Briyou start verbal confrontation that might cause situations to escalate yeah um not really like if someone all my for some reason so for me I've always kind of felt like the man which I have made
01:48:01
Brian Atlasmore money in the past than my ex's um but I that and would you have contempt for your partners for their lack of uh success or ambition as compared to
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Priyayou you don't care I care I literally don't care what a man does um I've dated all different types of people different salaries so is is alcoholism kind of the common denominator with all your past
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Lesliepartners is Al like heavily drinking you tend to meet them out while you're drinking like um are these like people you party with like most of them are from like from Tinder which is
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Priyareally awful I know so so do these physical confrontations occur when you guys are both drinking heavily no no no um like no
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Briso yeah they just my exes we all we both drink a lot two years ago that's whenever I started slowing down 2021 um before that I do I do only fans I kind of hate it I've always hated it my
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Brifamily hates it um but I just make drinking or only fans hm drinking or only fans only fans I don't hate drinking I like drinking so you you like to drink so you hate doing only fans yeah but you do it anyways yeah just
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Brilike I make a lot of money like I've been so many places that I would no sorry I make a lot and I've would I've been a lot of places I've never would have been able to go you hate doing only fans I've hated it for forever I hate it
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TTS Donation ReaderI hate how people look at me um the brence donated $100 Shadow side looks super uncomfortable sitting next to Shel Duval
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Shadow (Jessica)comet oh hold on sending the comet incoming any thoughts on the um I'm not uncomfortable I'm think about her
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Shadow (Jessica)situation mostly I think maybe it's what you're looking for in men as you were um dating what have you thought of a pattern of which men um that you've
01:50:04
Shadow (Jessica)dated what you've actually looked for because without having that father figure you're probably searching for something and you're triggering this abusive type thing that people have like
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Briare you trying to find someone to protect you and you're unfortunately getting these opposite yeah I think yeah I think it would be nice to feel the love that you know I never felt for my
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Bridad and maybe it would be great to find someone that would definitely really want me to quit only fans and having the the father figure that really encourages it but I want to know is what patter
01:50:40
Andrew Wilsonthat doesn't sound like you hate men anymore yeah ago you said you hated men and now it sounds like you're Desperately Seeking the approval of one doc V donated